Episode I- The Phantom Idjit
Been back in England like... 6 weeks now. I think I finally ended the really annoying, endless bullshit with my ex. It's about bloody time.
It's half a shame... half a blessing... I'm not sure which: It took the heartbreak from my ex to finally confess my feelings to the person I'd been afraid to for years, and she felt the same way for me, only I hooked her up with a boyfriend and she and I are currently best friends. I suppose best friends is the best option, because, if I became her boyfriend and she ended up with a broken heart because of me... Well, it wouldn't be cool. I'd hate myself. Besides, she's super-happy with her boyfriend right now, so I won't try and nudge my way it there. And now for a little about me:
Name: Benjamin Matthew Black
Birth date: June 28th, 1988
Birthplace: Barrow in Furness, Cumbria
Current Location: Petersfield, Hants
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: Cancer
LAYER TWO: On the inside
Your heritage: English, Irish, Scottish, Austrian
Shoes you wore today: Didn't.
Your weakness: women
Your fears: women
Your perfect pizza: Don't eat pizza
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your most overused phrase: I don't know, actually. Perhaps "lol"
Your thoughts first waking up: Mmmmm... I like sleep
Your best feature: Where to begin?.... yeah... I don't know, you tell me.
Your bedtime: Depends how long I want to talk to my friends in America
Your most missed memory: Being with Rain/Kyle (it's a tie)
LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Milk.
McDonald's or Burger King: Chili's
Single or group dates: Single.
Adidas or Nike: Converse!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Try hot chocolate
Chocolate or vanilla: strawberry
Cappuccino or coffee: Water
LAYER FIVE: Do You?
Smoke Pot: not once ever.
Cuss: me? fuck no.
Sing: Depends what you classify as singing.
Take a shower everyday: 99% of the time.
Have a crush(es): Just the one.
Think you've been in love: I thought I was. I know I am.
Like(d) high school: yeah
Believe in yourself: I believe in others over myself any day
Get motion sickness: Used to... flying is for droids.
Think you're attractive: I wish I was... then I might have a chance.
Think you're a health freak: Yeah, but a really really lazy one
Get along with your parents: A lot.
Like thunderstorms: I LOVE THEM!
Play an instrument: Guitar (you pick: electric or acoustic), didgeridoo
LAYER SIX: In the past month have you...
Drank alcohol: Last night.
Done a drug: I took like 8 meds yesterday
Gone on a date: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. no.
Gone to the mall?: I wish... Brits don't have bloody malls...
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: NEVER!
Eaten sushi: Nah.
Been on stage: Yes.
Been dumped: I suppose, yes.
Gone skating: Yes- bad idea... ended with someone else's ice skate blade firmly between my legs.
Gone skinny dipping: Nah.
Dyed your hair: Nah. I might be pursuaded to, though.
Stolen anything: I'm a Jedi, come on.
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: I wish.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: I said my socks were sexy...
Been caught "doing something": Yes. girlfriends' little brothers blow!
Been called a tease: Me? Not ever.
Shoplifted: Jedi...
LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
Age you hope to be married: I think it would be cool if I never got married.
Numbers and Names of Children: The child will be adopted and thus already have a name
Describe your ideal wedding: Kyle's wedding. I want to see that kid get married.
How do you want to die: honourably
What do you want to be when you grow up: Movie Director
What country would you most like to visit: America, Japan, Australia
LAYER NINE: In The Numbers...
Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
Number of people I could trust with my life: completely, 100%? 10
Number of CDs that I own: a bunch.
Number of piercings: I pierced my lip with my tooth once... huge scar.
Number of tattoos: none yet
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: Never
Number of scars on my body: About 50
Number of things in my past that I regret: 1- waiting.
It's half a shame... half a blessing... I'm not sure which: It took the heartbreak from my ex to finally confess my feelings to the person I'd been afraid to for years, and she felt the same way for me, only I hooked her up with a boyfriend and she and I are currently best friends. I suppose best friends is the best option, because, if I became her boyfriend and she ended up with a broken heart because of me... Well, it wouldn't be cool. I'd hate myself. Besides, she's super-happy with her boyfriend right now, so I won't try and nudge my way it there. And now for a little about me:
Name: Benjamin Matthew Black
Birth date: June 28th, 1988
Birthplace: Barrow in Furness, Cumbria
Current Location: Petersfield, Hants
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: Cancer
LAYER TWO: On the inside
Your heritage: English, Irish, Scottish, Austrian
Shoes you wore today: Didn't.
Your weakness: women
Your fears: women
Your perfect pizza: Don't eat pizza
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your most overused phrase: I don't know, actually. Perhaps "lol"
Your thoughts first waking up: Mmmmm... I like sleep
Your best feature: Where to begin?.... yeah... I don't know, you tell me.
Your bedtime: Depends how long I want to talk to my friends in America
Your most missed memory: Being with Rain/Kyle (it's a tie)
LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Milk.
McDonald's or Burger King: Chili's
Single or group dates: Single.
Adidas or Nike: Converse!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Try hot chocolate
Chocolate or vanilla: strawberry
Cappuccino or coffee: Water
LAYER FIVE: Do You?
Smoke Pot: not once ever.
Cuss: me? fuck no.
Sing: Depends what you classify as singing.
Take a shower everyday: 99% of the time.
Have a crush(es): Just the one.
Think you've been in love: I thought I was. I know I am.
Like(d) high school: yeah
Believe in yourself: I believe in others over myself any day
Get motion sickness: Used to... flying is for droids.
Think you're attractive: I wish I was... then I might have a chance.
Think you're a health freak: Yeah, but a really really lazy one
Get along with your parents: A lot.
Like thunderstorms: I LOVE THEM!
Play an instrument: Guitar (you pick: electric or acoustic), didgeridoo
LAYER SIX: In the past month have you...
Drank alcohol: Last night.
Done a drug: I took like 8 meds yesterday
Gone on a date: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. no.
Gone to the mall?: I wish... Brits don't have bloody malls...
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: NEVER!
Eaten sushi: Nah.
Been on stage: Yes.
Been dumped: I suppose, yes.
Gone skating: Yes- bad idea... ended with someone else's ice skate blade firmly between my legs.
Gone skinny dipping: Nah.
Dyed your hair: Nah. I might be pursuaded to, though.
Stolen anything: I'm a Jedi, come on.
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: I wish.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: I said my socks were sexy...
Been caught "doing something": Yes. girlfriends' little brothers blow!
Been called a tease: Me? Not ever.
Shoplifted: Jedi...
LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
Age you hope to be married: I think it would be cool if I never got married.
Numbers and Names of Children: The child will be adopted and thus already have a name
Describe your ideal wedding: Kyle's wedding. I want to see that kid get married.
How do you want to die: honourably
What do you want to be when you grow up: Movie Director
What country would you most like to visit: America, Japan, Australia
LAYER NINE: In The Numbers...
Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
Number of people I could trust with my life: completely, 100%? 10
Number of CDs that I own: a bunch.
Number of piercings: I pierced my lip with my tooth once... huge scar.
Number of tattoos: none yet
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: Never
Number of scars on my body: About 50
Number of things in my past that I regret: 1- waiting.