i hate my friends i really do
i'm abot 90% sure micah is the only person that sincerely cares about me.
the only person that will call me at least twice a day no matter how busy he is.
the only person that makes sure i know how much he cares about me every single day.
not one day missed.
my friends/best friends have never felt the need to call/IM/talk to me in general all too much.
of course they wouldn't go completely out of their way to talk to me like i do for them.
i hate the fact i give so much to people.
and i get nothing back.
i hate being taken for granted.
i can take care of my drunken/crying friends for hours when everyone else decided they were too drunk to care and not get one thanks in return.
not once.
i'm sick of being the one to call.
the one to IM you first.
why don't you put a little effort into our friendship eh?
that would be a waste of time though wouldn't it?
because this friendship is already dead.
i don't need my best friends.
micah is a better best friend than any of my others i've had for years put together.
you're all shitty friends.
you really are.
you're all too fucking deep into the alcohol, the drugs, the parties, and the boys to care.
thanks for being there.
so basically hi let's be friends i need replacements.
and i was kinda hoping this would get through your head and maybe you'd change.
but i've been trying to change the fact that you don't care for months.
i've given up now.
it's too late.
and i'm sick of saying this a million times cause we've all heard this before.
you just never noticed.
k.
i hate you.
and this mostly goes towards one main person.
but i'm pretty sure she won't care considering her life is so much more eventful and dramatic than mine that stopping to ask how my day went is far too much work.
but it DOES go towards pretty much every single one of my other friends too.
so don't think you don't have anything to do with this post.
cause you probably do.
and i officially have one friend.
and that would be micah.
the only person that will call me at least twice a day no matter how busy he is.
the only person that makes sure i know how much he cares about me every single day.
not one day missed.
my friends/best friends have never felt the need to call/IM/talk to me in general all too much.
of course they wouldn't go completely out of their way to talk to me like i do for them.
i hate the fact i give so much to people.
and i get nothing back.
i hate being taken for granted.
i can take care of my drunken/crying friends for hours when everyone else decided they were too drunk to care and not get one thanks in return.
not once.
i'm sick of being the one to call.
the one to IM you first.
why don't you put a little effort into our friendship eh?
that would be a waste of time though wouldn't it?
because this friendship is already dead.
i don't need my best friends.
micah is a better best friend than any of my others i've had for years put together.
you're all shitty friends.
you really are.
you're all too fucking deep into the alcohol, the drugs, the parties, and the boys to care.
thanks for being there.
so basically hi let's be friends i need replacements.
and i was kinda hoping this would get through your head and maybe you'd change.
but i've been trying to change the fact that you don't care for months.
i've given up now.
it's too late.
and i'm sick of saying this a million times cause we've all heard this before.
you just never noticed.
k.
i hate you.
and this mostly goes towards one main person.
but i'm pretty sure she won't care considering her life is so much more eventful and dramatic than mine that stopping to ask how my day went is far too much work.
but it DOES go towards pretty much every single one of my other friends too.
so don't think you don't have anything to do with this post.
cause you probably do.
and i officially have one friend.
and that would be micah.