its so hot, milk was a bad choice...
o my god i think i might be the laziest person ever...i dont do any work at home anymore...not that i ever really did before but i just feel like ive been too "on top of things" lately. there are supoposed to be things you cant control in youe life. i need something ramdom to happen. im too sheduled.
race this weekend in orlando. but then i have to stay in tampa. then on sunday he's supposed to come over. i think i like him but i dont know at the same time. we have fun together but i dont know how he feels. i never tell my friends any thing anymore b/c the story just gets twisted around and feelings get hurt. i hate that. i miss my old friends at times. it was so much easier then. but i can always rely on ali to be there. i hate not telling my friends anything...i dont like to feel like im keeping something from them . but they always somehow figure out what is on my mind. im sick of some of them...they complain all the time...and always to me. as if i have some magic healing power. i hope things get better soon. with them and with him. sorry to be complaining to you when i just rambled about how anoying it is.
this lj thing is a lot better that i remember. it feels good to have that out on the table. even if no one reads it. i realized this week that my sister is probably my most reliable friend. shes weird.
on a pretty good note im going to colorado for spring break. it will be good to get away. and we got a new puppy, we named her fay. and i love her.
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race this weekend in orlando. but then i have to stay in tampa. then on sunday he's supposed to come over. i think i like him but i dont know at the same time. we have fun together but i dont know how he feels. i never tell my friends any thing anymore b/c the story just gets twisted around and feelings get hurt. i hate that. i miss my old friends at times. it was so much easier then. but i can always rely on ali to be there. i hate not telling my friends anything...i dont like to feel like im keeping something from them . but they always somehow figure out what is on my mind. im sick of some of them...they complain all the time...and always to me. as if i have some magic healing power. i hope things get better soon. with them and with him. sorry to be complaining to you when i just rambled about how anoying it is.
this lj thing is a lot better that i remember. it feels good to have that out on the table. even if no one reads it. i realized this week that my sister is probably my most reliable friend. shes weird.
on a pretty good note im going to colorado for spring break. it will be good to get away. and we got a new puppy, we named her fay. and i love her.
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