summer

[oar24]

well this summer has been fun, alot of things have gone great! i mean alot of shit has happened, like having to sleep in my car, and liking someone i thought i would never like again. Blake- listen i know things arent good between us right now, and im sorry, but you have fucked up to and i have forgiven you, and its like when i fuck up, i can never be forgiven, i know what i did was wrong, but are you really going to give it all up because of what i did. Dont get me wrong, i did do something bad, but it could have been worse. I just want you to know that no matter what the situation is you can call me for anything, i always be here for you, we have been there for each other threw everything, and you dont have to talk to me if you dont want to, but if you need someone ill always be here for you no matter what, i put you before someone else before you once, and ill never do it again, you just need to know that i miss you..but its not my decision anymore if were friends or not. Im sorry to Corrina for saying all that shit, and then turning around fucking you over to, hopefully one day you'll be talking to me again also. But this summer has had alot of fun times, most of them with the one person who isnt talking to me(Blake), but one good thing that happened this summer is Kristina. We have finally liked each other at the same time. I think this good acctually go somewhere, but i need to concentrate on school first and let that start off good, so i ca give more time to Kristina, thats why i dont want to start anything serious yet. I hope everyone had a good summer, it went by so fast, but for mosr of us we only have a year left (hang in there Amanda) so it will go by fast also. Well hopefully ill see everyone tomorrow. Blake please call me when you ready...
-Chris
P.s. see everyone tomorrow