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I have been extremly unhappy this past week. It is nobody's fault. It's just that I NEVER see Fernando. He works everyday except Wed. I see him on Wednesday nights, but that's not enough. At night, when he gets off work, I am almost always already asleep. If not, I'm half dead trying to talk to him or get a goodnight kiss. On the weekends, even though I don't have to get up early the next day, I can't make myself stay awake! It's probably because I'm not doing anything, but laying in the bed. I know he has to work, and I do not want him to quit his job...that's the last thing we need. But I am lonely. It was great when school was out and even before that, because Mandy was here. But now everyone has gone back to their lives. And now I'm left, once again, on my own. I have no blame for this. I am so happy that all my friends are making a wonderful life for themselves. It's great that they have the opportunity and are making suer to take it. I just wish I could find some friends that were in the same situation that I'm in. Everyone here at work has a husband or boyfriend, or whatever, and have their own lives. Well, I'll figure it out. I just wanted to put it down and see how stupid I sound...