Yikesss
Soooo.. I've come to the conclusion that senior year is bullshit.
Best friends are bullshit. Friends in general are bullshit.
Nothing is good, but nothing is horribly wrong. Ive just realized A LOT
this year, that makes me second think everything I have done and told
anyone. Dont tell me your sorry. Dont tell me, things will change. They
wont. All of you, said I will be there.. I will be there. Well, you
werent, and your not. It doesnt matter that we've known eachother all
of our lifes, maybe 3 years ago I could tell you what you were thinking
before you said it. But now.. ha, we dont even know eachother. This
isnt just one particular person. So when all your new things seem to
disappear and things get bad.. Im here. But maybe that should be
different and just forget about you and your problems. Venting is good.
Because its the venting that allows other people to see what your
really thinking. This just isnt the way things were suppose to
be. Im tired of it.