When a man can experience the love of the Goddess and the God
Last night I preformed a prayre ritual as I usualy do when I'm feeling meloncolly. Things went normal as I clensed and lit the candles and invoced whatever came to mind, however about half way through I was stricken with some sort of seasure.
My breathing became rapid and uncontrolable, and for about 2 minutes I felt a feeling of intence pleasure as some strange light apeared around me. I almost felt as though I was seeing things from outside of my body.
Now I feel as though my strength and resolve are incresed, my willpower inexplicably stronger.
When I awoke this morning, I find birds perched just outside my window, the clouds have cleared and my alerges conciderably better. For the first time in weeks I do not feer tired, jadid, or confused.
My breathing became rapid and uncontrolable, and for about 2 minutes I felt a feeling of intence pleasure as some strange light apeared around me. I almost felt as though I was seeing things from outside of my body.
Now I feel as though my strength and resolve are incresed, my willpower inexplicably stronger.
When I awoke this morning, I find birds perched just outside my window, the clouds have cleared and my alerges conciderably better. For the first time in weeks I do not feer tired, jadid, or confused.