week in review
Disclaimer: Seriously unless you are super bored, can't sleep or want a good eye roll then you don't have to read this. I just had to get some things out of my head.
Monday:
I had monday off which was fantastic! I slept in went to my parentals to drop some things off and then went and picked up kendra to go to the mall. I went to the mall like 3 days in a row. I went Sunday and found a super cute dress for Amandas wedding (I'm doing a reading...kinda nervous about it now!). When I went back to get it I couldn't find it! Anyway we walked around the mall got scared by a guy in a gorilla outfit (!) and then went for lunch/dinner.
I dropped Kendra off and got home to shower and meet Amanda at the movie theater to see sex and the city 2. It was cute. Very campy and silly and not as good as the first movie but I had a good time.
Tuesday: Work sucked. At 11:30 over the walkie my club manager tells me I'm late for the meeting we are having. I get up to the office fully prepared to bitch him out, but before I could he apologizes and tells me your not late...everyone forgot to tell you there was a meeting. REALLY???? I've been there for a fucking year now and they forget to call on me during morning meetings, forget to tell me there are meetings, never ever ever get me a walkie in the morning. Its like I'm convient to them when they want me to be a manager (basically when they don't want to do something themselves) but forget I am there the rest of the time. So I was pissy. The boy called me at work (he can do that he has excuses or as he calls them favors! but they are pretty legitimate) so that was nice. I hadn't talked to him in 2 days. I know a whole two days...I can't help it I miss him. I miss him right now. Anyway he asked me why I hadn't gotten ahold of him in sooo long :-) which pretty much made my crappy day so much better. He was just so cute and really felt that it had been such a long time!!!!
After work I went to the mall...agian! With Amber because I wanted to go to JC Pennys to see if they had any dresses. Amber convinced me to check Younkers again and she found the dress! Its soo pretty. It is a dark purple, around the chest it kinda is like a wrap (one side in one side over if that makes sense) the waist is like a rouching that really makes me look good (!) and then it flows down to knee level!
Wednesday: I closed. 12-9. I have to get over this mentailty that closing is so bad. Its not even really. Its just kinda pointless. I don't even remember what I did for the most of the day. I did have a big project I had been procrastinating on so I got that done. It wasn't even that bad, but I'm glad its finished and soon very soon I will have a new toy at work it will be sweet, but I don't want to go into too many details on this journal. You can know that I am a nerd about this. I'm very geeked out over this peice of technology coming!
Thursday: worked 9-7 which is even crappier then closing... I might as well close. The government came in to tour my store..always a treat. We did pretty good. He doesn't come back for six months which is my ultimate goal for any visit. The boy called again... his reasons still legitimate. I gave him a hard time for calling he ended up texting me later telling me his new employee was sitting next to him or he would have talked to me longer. I got to talk to him later (via text) that night and asked if he was going to the bar with a few other people we mutually know he said he was. He asked me if that made me happy and I told him of course any time I see him I am happy...he told me he felt the same...I'm very very very very much in like with him if you can't tell!
Friday: Get to work find out someone had an accident. I want to cry. We have gone accident free for over 500 days..thats HUGE. Now its gone. I mean not officially yet but I'm sure its going to count against us. Spent the rest of the day with our intern who was job shawdoing me which was fun. Went to the bar to meet everyone. It was interesting. See the whole situation with the boy is..delicate. We can't really tell anyone (at least the people we were there with) that things have been going on. It would look bad. I hope that eventually (if we are still seeing eachother) to be able to tell people, but for now we can't. I was pretty pissed from the week and espicially the whole accident thing and on top of it I didn't know how to act with him and everyone else around. I mean if I look at him and talk to him too much, but if I don't..you get it right? so I wasn't my usual self. Which means I didn't drink a whole lot, I had more then a few drinks. The first two were pretty much 5 shots and some pineapple juice. Anyway everyone was asking me why I was so quite. I don't know how in this group I got the reputation for being the drinker and partier but it happened and they noticed. It was fun though for the most part. Until one of the girls started asking him about his love life and if he was dating anyone which he promptly replied that no he wasn't dating anyone at all. That the last girlfriend he had was six months ago and she was crazy. She wanted to get too serious (WTF how am I suppose to take that) and that he has messed around with people lately but hasn't had sex. Well thank god he said that out loud (that was sarcastic right there). On top of it all he is texting me the whole time telling me to stop blushing. Or asking if I was mad at him. Jesus. I don't even know what to think about this. I mean did he say he wasn't dating anyone because he didn't want to say he was and then have to dodge questions about me or was it because we really aren't seeing each other or so I know he isn't seeing anyone else??? Did he want me to get a hint about getting to serious?? And what about the people thing is there more then one person (me) he is talking about?? He probably hasn't thought twice about what he said around me but all I can do is think about it!
Then to top it all off we leave and he follows me to my car, tells me he wants a hug goodbye and then we totally make out in the parking lot!!!! Don't get me wrong I liked that part, but I'm such a sucker! I mean I had all these questions and didn't say anything??? Seriously that was the moment to give him crap about saying he wasn't seeing anyone and I just let him kiss me?? What the fuck is wrong with me?? I don't even know if I should bring it up or how. I didn't talk to him yesterday so is it too late to bring up the interesting converstation he had with her??
Saturday: Worked in bakery all day. Really why do I work saturdays?? was super tired when I got home so I watched a little of eurotrip (it was on TBS) and then went to bed.
Sunday: parentals, festival (mmm chinese food and ice cream!) and laundry. I really wanted to go see Joe Firstman at the intersection, but no one wants to go with me :-(
Monday:
I had monday off which was fantastic! I slept in went to my parentals to drop some things off and then went and picked up kendra to go to the mall. I went to the mall like 3 days in a row. I went Sunday and found a super cute dress for Amandas wedding (I'm doing a reading...kinda nervous about it now!). When I went back to get it I couldn't find it! Anyway we walked around the mall got scared by a guy in a gorilla outfit (!) and then went for lunch/dinner.
I dropped Kendra off and got home to shower and meet Amanda at the movie theater to see sex and the city 2. It was cute. Very campy and silly and not as good as the first movie but I had a good time.
Tuesday: Work sucked. At 11:30 over the walkie my club manager tells me I'm late for the meeting we are having. I get up to the office fully prepared to bitch him out, but before I could he apologizes and tells me your not late...everyone forgot to tell you there was a meeting. REALLY???? I've been there for a fucking year now and they forget to call on me during morning meetings, forget to tell me there are meetings, never ever ever get me a walkie in the morning. Its like I'm convient to them when they want me to be a manager (basically when they don't want to do something themselves) but forget I am there the rest of the time. So I was pissy. The boy called me at work (he can do that he has excuses or as he calls them favors! but they are pretty legitimate) so that was nice. I hadn't talked to him in 2 days. I know a whole two days...I can't help it I miss him. I miss him right now. Anyway he asked me why I hadn't gotten ahold of him in sooo long :-) which pretty much made my crappy day so much better. He was just so cute and really felt that it had been such a long time!!!!
After work I went to the mall...agian! With Amber because I wanted to go to JC Pennys to see if they had any dresses. Amber convinced me to check Younkers again and she found the dress! Its soo pretty. It is a dark purple, around the chest it kinda is like a wrap (one side in one side over if that makes sense) the waist is like a rouching that really makes me look good (!) and then it flows down to knee level!
Wednesday: I closed. 12-9. I have to get over this mentailty that closing is so bad. Its not even really. Its just kinda pointless. I don't even remember what I did for the most of the day. I did have a big project I had been procrastinating on so I got that done. It wasn't even that bad, but I'm glad its finished and soon very soon I will have a new toy at work it will be sweet, but I don't want to go into too many details on this journal. You can know that I am a nerd about this. I'm very geeked out over this peice of technology coming!
Thursday: worked 9-7 which is even crappier then closing... I might as well close. The government came in to tour my store..always a treat. We did pretty good. He doesn't come back for six months which is my ultimate goal for any visit. The boy called again... his reasons still legitimate. I gave him a hard time for calling he ended up texting me later telling me his new employee was sitting next to him or he would have talked to me longer. I got to talk to him later (via text) that night and asked if he was going to the bar with a few other people we mutually know he said he was. He asked me if that made me happy and I told him of course any time I see him I am happy...he told me he felt the same...I'm very very very very much in like with him if you can't tell!
Friday: Get to work find out someone had an accident. I want to cry. We have gone accident free for over 500 days..thats HUGE. Now its gone. I mean not officially yet but I'm sure its going to count against us. Spent the rest of the day with our intern who was job shawdoing me which was fun. Went to the bar to meet everyone. It was interesting. See the whole situation with the boy is..delicate. We can't really tell anyone (at least the people we were there with) that things have been going on. It would look bad. I hope that eventually (if we are still seeing eachother) to be able to tell people, but for now we can't. I was pretty pissed from the week and espicially the whole accident thing and on top of it I didn't know how to act with him and everyone else around. I mean if I look at him and talk to him too much, but if I don't..you get it right? so I wasn't my usual self. Which means I didn't drink a whole lot, I had more then a few drinks. The first two were pretty much 5 shots and some pineapple juice. Anyway everyone was asking me why I was so quite. I don't know how in this group I got the reputation for being the drinker and partier but it happened and they noticed. It was fun though for the most part. Until one of the girls started asking him about his love life and if he was dating anyone which he promptly replied that no he wasn't dating anyone at all. That the last girlfriend he had was six months ago and she was crazy. She wanted to get too serious (WTF how am I suppose to take that) and that he has messed around with people lately but hasn't had sex. Well thank god he said that out loud (that was sarcastic right there). On top of it all he is texting me the whole time telling me to stop blushing. Or asking if I was mad at him. Jesus. I don't even know what to think about this. I mean did he say he wasn't dating anyone because he didn't want to say he was and then have to dodge questions about me or was it because we really aren't seeing each other or so I know he isn't seeing anyone else??? Did he want me to get a hint about getting to serious?? And what about the people thing is there more then one person (me) he is talking about?? He probably hasn't thought twice about what he said around me but all I can do is think about it!
Then to top it all off we leave and he follows me to my car, tells me he wants a hug goodbye and then we totally make out in the parking lot!!!! Don't get me wrong I liked that part, but I'm such a sucker! I mean I had all these questions and didn't say anything??? Seriously that was the moment to give him crap about saying he wasn't seeing anyone and I just let him kiss me?? What the fuck is wrong with me?? I don't even know if I should bring it up or how. I didn't talk to him yesterday so is it too late to bring up the interesting converstation he had with her??
Saturday: Worked in bakery all day. Really why do I work saturdays?? was super tired when I got home so I watched a little of eurotrip (it was on TBS) and then went to bed.
Sunday: parentals, festival (mmm chinese food and ice cream!) and laundry. I really wanted to go see Joe Firstman at the intersection, but no one wants to go with me :-(