over it.
Im kind of over school.
Over certain people.
Over doing things I keep telling myself i wont.
Over this town.
I dont feel like im using my time wisely. All i do is work...and work...and for what? My bank accounts hardly ever full, and when it is bills always seem to arrive just in time to deplete me. How is it that kids in this town my age and younger are able to travel so much, move away without any job lined up, place to stay, etc...I wish i had the ability to be so ambitious as that, but I always have to do things by the book...plan every detail out...i play things too safe. I want to take more chances, go places, travel without the worry of what the next day brings. Its easier said than done though since everything costs so much money, which is also why i dont understand how some of these kids are doing the things they are...rich family member perhaps?..not in all cases. I dont want to spend my youth working all the time. Now is the time to see the world...and i know it has sooo much to show me, i get so depressed thinking about all the amazing things im never going to get to see.
gahhh...
I wish i didnt have the small debt that i do...things would be so much easier.
i think im gonna look into working on a cruise ship as a hair stylist...
Over certain people.
Over doing things I keep telling myself i wont.
Over this town.
I dont feel like im using my time wisely. All i do is work...and work...and for what? My bank accounts hardly ever full, and when it is bills always seem to arrive just in time to deplete me. How is it that kids in this town my age and younger are able to travel so much, move away without any job lined up, place to stay, etc...I wish i had the ability to be so ambitious as that, but I always have to do things by the book...plan every detail out...i play things too safe. I want to take more chances, go places, travel without the worry of what the next day brings. Its easier said than done though since everything costs so much money, which is also why i dont understand how some of these kids are doing the things they are...rich family member perhaps?..not in all cases. I dont want to spend my youth working all the time. Now is the time to see the world...and i know it has sooo much to show me, i get so depressed thinking about all the amazing things im never going to get to see.
gahhh...
I wish i didnt have the small debt that i do...things would be so much easier.
i think im gonna look into working on a cruise ship as a hair stylist...