2010...
OK, so I just checked and I made a grand total of 11 posts in the whole of the last year. At least 50% were lyrics and 2 were memes... not a good showing, but then I think that noone actually reads this anymore, so it doesn't make much difference. I used to auto-feed it to Facebook, but since I've renounced FB, that's not an issue anymore anyway.
Keep feeling that I should write more and having reread my journal about a month ago I do wish I could write like that again. Problem is what to write about. My life has become such a mundane cycle of banalities that it's pretty hard to be enthused about chronicling it. I don't want to end up with one of those boring journals about how I queued at the shop for half an hour or what I made for dinner. But then again I don't want to depress you all with constant emo whining, which I can pretty much gurantee will make up a lot of my writing. That's most of the reason I stopped posting, because every week was the same lame stuff. And during the re-read I noticed that things really haven't changed all that much. I'm just older and not at Uni anymore.
So, I will try and be more of a regular updater, my mental health worker says that writing things down is helpful, so for that alone I will try and make an effort. However, everytime I do sit down to wrote something all useful thoughts leave my head and I lose all motivation. Plus my internet is being a bitch atm, so not sure exactly when I'll be back online.
Anyway gotta run.
Hopefully catch you (whoever you are) later.
A x
Keep feeling that I should write more and having reread my journal about a month ago I do wish I could write like that again. Problem is what to write about. My life has become such a mundane cycle of banalities that it's pretty hard to be enthused about chronicling it. I don't want to end up with one of those boring journals about how I queued at the shop for half an hour or what I made for dinner. But then again I don't want to depress you all with constant emo whining, which I can pretty much gurantee will make up a lot of my writing. That's most of the reason I stopped posting, because every week was the same lame stuff. And during the re-read I noticed that things really haven't changed all that much. I'm just older and not at Uni anymore.
So, I will try and be more of a regular updater, my mental health worker says that writing things down is helpful, so for that alone I will try and make an effort. However, everytime I do sit down to wrote something all useful thoughts leave my head and I lose all motivation. Plus my internet is being a bitch atm, so not sure exactly when I'll be back online.
Anyway gotta run.
Hopefully catch you (whoever you are) later.
A x