Sep 06, 2005 17:04
so today was the first day of school. it was good. saw everyone and stuff. i honestley love school. without school..im just..well bored. im looking forward to this year. hopefully alot of things in my life can change soon. im trying to be a total different person. im losing weight...changing my attitude entirely on life, looking for the best in people instead of the worst and im gonna except things as they are. im sick of who i am/was. im already changing..i can feel it. i have been exercising and what not everyday for like 4 weeks now..and its finally paying off. im tired of being mean. everything the whole package. i want a new life. im gonna have a new life. im still young. i can do it. so anyways. alot has been happening latley to me that is causing this to happen. oh and also on my list of to do things. tell the one ii love most everything and anything that is on my mind and open up again. bc for the longest time i have been like a closed hardcover book. well, those days are over. im going to find myself again and things i really enjoy. i mean seriously we have 2 years left of school..untill everyone moves away from eachother. so whatever. im done judging people and bitching about non scence things. okay so on to a better note. my birthday. october 20th..party saturday the 22d. 2 bands..(auburn and chiodos) thanks to my AWESOME online friend aaron are putting on a show together for my birthday. people comment and tell me what you think if you will be there or not ;) its probly gonna be at the flint local. ill write more about it later. and i dont care who comes! the more the marrier or however you spell it. just tell me if you wanna go. Anyways. i havent wrote about bobby in a long time either. so things have been VERY rocky. im not gonna lie. but my love for him will never die, i believe we are meant to be together. everything will work out in the end i promise. its worth it i know it. i can feel it. but im done writing now and im being serious you guys comment on the party! lol. <3 Angie. p.s it was sooo good seeing everyone today! i love you all.
edit._____so um i suppose i have really great friends that call my boyfriend and tell him to look at my journal because im cheating on him! does anyone else think theres anything at all wrong with this entry? i think im done with my journal now.