just me......
It smy second entry of the day wow some kind of record. Im not tired, or sad, or hungry. Im not in a complainy mood which is new for me, cuz i like to complain, alot. But i do have the hiccups, eew...wwwell, i really dont have much to say, im bored. I wish i lived in a hotel ya know i nice one, cuz theres this show on like nickelodeon or disney and its like these 2 brothers that live in a hotel, and i just think that would be so cool. I fell bad when i think mean things, like not in a snotty way, but when i meet someone i almost feel like i judge them in my head, like i can hear myself thinking mean things, not terribly mean but mean enough, and i would NEVER say them outloud but why do i have to think stuff like that. Ya know ill meet somebody and in my head ill be like, "ooh thats shirt is way too small for you." and i wont say it, or even treat her differently but im thinking it and i feel guilty. ANd i know we had that huge long involved convo. in mrs. holstroms class about judging people, and i think its wrong too, but i cant help it. Ok im done with that spiritually good natured put down and my healthy portioning of unecessary guilt. wow big words. I'm a weird person, i want a friend that i can tell anything to, but when im ready to tell that person, i change my mind and wanna keep everything in, not that im this huge vault of deep and mysterious secrets like my husbands buried under the pool. lol *DH* but i just like to be able to totally vent everything, and this ideal person could make me feel like my **secrets** are really awesome. lol im joking there. WOW i had a really weird dream and im gonna tell you.
Ok im in a gym room and its empty and theres dirt on the floor. ANd then i see my old boyfriend, like my first boyfriend, from florida (who shall remain nameless) and hes like laying on the floor, no injuries but i screamed, and im like look what you did! i dont know who im talking to but i said it and then. someone i dont know walks throught the doors and is like, you made me do it. I started crying and im all I loved him (eeew i totally dont and didnt) and so the girls like yea well i did too, and he loved you so i had to get rid of him n then shes like its too bad . And im like its not over yet, and i start like kung fu-ing her with my mad skills, lol. ANd thats the end. It makes no sense. whatever. Im so tired im going to bed..
, Nighty night Mwah, Luv yall
Ok im in a gym room and its empty and theres dirt on the floor. ANd then i see my old boyfriend, like my first boyfriend, from florida (who shall remain nameless) and hes like laying on the floor, no injuries but i screamed, and im like look what you did! i dont know who im talking to but i said it and then. someone i dont know walks throught the doors and is like, you made me do it. I started crying and im all I loved him (eeew i totally dont and didnt) and so the girls like yea well i did too, and he loved you so i had to get rid of him n then shes like its too bad . And im like its not over yet, and i start like kung fu-ing her with my mad skills, lol. ANd thats the end. It makes no sense. whatever. Im so tired im going to bed..
, Nighty night Mwah, Luv yall