~waiting for the end~
I really don't know what to say but I need to get things out of my head. I can't keep it all in there much longer or my head may just explode. This weekend I realized how alone I am now. I am surviving only on my meds. I have to survive so my kids never feel this atleast not now. I really just would rather be done. I feel like everything I thought I knew was just me being blind.