Dont Get Off Me
today was okay, dad took me to school for once today!i was surprised. school was boring as ever and once again, lost in gym OMG i want to beat that yellow team so bad. after school was fucking awesome though. nice boy don gave me a cigarette, wen i thought i wasnt going to be able to get one today. then the group of deb don tim jackie n dan chilled over by the choir room waiting for nick to get out, we got bored and started getting him in trouble *whoops* BUT we found a random closet in the hall way and me n jackie had fun in there *wink* mwahahah. then i got a ride home from my babes sister, passed out and woke up at 8 to watch american idol! GO CARRIE UNDERWOOD!
Okay there is this girl in one of my classes. i absolutely envy how beautiful she is. im just waiting until she says something more then a couple short words here and there to me, she seems really cool as hell. oh yea and in the same class, these two girls i thought were funny are just starting to get on my nerves. they will not shut up.
other awesome things happened today but i cant say -x-
oh yea..its really funny, how i do nothing to make anyone feel intimidated, by me, except speak up if there is something said neg about me or one of my friends, and when i do speak up, they seem to have nothing more to say. YEA! thats right! fucking back up you dirty sluts haha i want my drugs back! im syked for thursday, JACKIES BDAY! *mwah* i wuv u debbi
one more thing, if you remember being happy because of something or someone, and you would do almost anything to get that back, your fooling yourself. if you truly miss those feelings, you shouldnt be sitting around wishing, you should be out there trying to get yourself back. you could be happy, and stay happy, if you would just find those feelings, in your OWN little way, stop relying on others to make you feel, we will only disappoint you.
Okay there is this girl in one of my classes. i absolutely envy how beautiful she is. im just waiting until she says something more then a couple short words here and there to me, she seems really cool as hell. oh yea and in the same class, these two girls i thought were funny are just starting to get on my nerves. they will not shut up.
other awesome things happened today but i cant say -x-
oh yea..its really funny, how i do nothing to make anyone feel intimidated, by me, except speak up if there is something said neg about me or one of my friends, and when i do speak up, they seem to have nothing more to say. YEA! thats right! fucking back up you dirty sluts haha i want my drugs back! im syked for thursday, JACKIES BDAY! *mwah* i wuv u debbi
one more thing, if you remember being happy because of something or someone, and you would do almost anything to get that back, your fooling yourself. if you truly miss those feelings, you shouldnt be sitting around wishing, you should be out there trying to get yourself back. you could be happy, and stay happy, if you would just find those feelings, in your OWN little way, stop relying on others to make you feel, we will only disappoint you.