i'm feelin as bad about me as you are

[o_kodora_o]

i always told myself that greed was a bad thing. if you have one good thing keep it. if you want to try a new good thing, you will have to sacrifice the old. since when did i turn into this girl? it must be the hair dye

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[blackflamedai]

hey, she's the one who's growing bitter about you guys! as far as i can tell she's lost her fuckin head, and as we all know, you can't really fix that. you've tried to get her to come to that realization very hard, all of you have, but it's obvious she is how she is, and that's all that she is. unfortunately. she got repetetive and contradicting at times, but hell i liked her. of couse i didn't have to live with her, but i was definately one of your friends that could actually handle her! haha. you obviously still have love for your mom, or at least what she used to be (or parts of what she used to be), i'm sure it sucks to wonder if she has the same for you with all she says about you. in any case, a lot of your family does love you and doesn't talk behind your back or anything like that. maybe once you do move out and start doing things on your own, she might come around. who knows. but for now.. fuck her and go be happy! lol.
there's never too much thinking. as a fellow over-thinker, i believe in that! lol. and yea, how's the drum lessons coming? if at all? me and megan need a drummer and stuff :( lol