Makes me feel like a girl in a fantasy. (Entry 223)
Eyes are magic
See right through me
So, yet again, months and months have passed by. It's August again, and we're quickly approaching my birthday. Next week. I'm going to be 21. How does time pass by so quickly!?
But I'm really excited.
Now I'm glowing
Like a sunset
In the window
Of my dreams
If you're planning on getting me something for my birthday, I actually don't just want alcohol, haha. I *do* want wine, or anything sweet if that's what you wanna get me, but there are a couple other things I really, REALLY want:
1. A nice digital camera. I haven't had one that works in years.
2. Dresses! It's kinda peculiar, but I grew this love of dresses over the past year. Here's some dresses I really like on this wishlist I made a while ago. Some stuff is sold out or whatnot, but each thing has the correct size for me: http://www.modcloth.com/storefront/wishlists/252726
3. Gift certificates to anything.
4. Most of all, your time. I'd love to spend time with you to celebrate and just hang out. I love you guys all so much. <3
I'll never forget when
For the first time
A girl in a fantasy
Turned to real life
Life is so different since the last time I posted. I've been really involved with Landmark Education, and taking some of their courses, the most recent being the Introduction Leaders Program. I hadn't been planning on or even wanted to be an introduction leader originally, I'd joined because they promised results in being a leader everywhere in my life, and so I did it for my youth group and swimming kids. This past half-year has been phenomenal...I lost almost 20lbs (not that that was any sort of requirement, I just wanted to), I got some stuff cleaned up with my dad that I'd never dreamed I'd talk to him about, I stopped believing that I don't deserve to have things go the way I want them to. And that, hah, that's only the beginning of it. I've written better poetry and lyrics than I ever did before, I even finished a couple songs...sigh. It's been great.
I'm a believer
For the first time
I can be beautiful
I understand my worth. I understand my beauty. I see the worth and beauty and love in everything way more than I already did...which is kinda astounding to me. Anyways, I'm really happy and things are going well, and next year I'm probably not gonna go to school full time because I want to work more hours and save as much money as possible, and I'll be applying places for school and everything, too. Life is good, and I know it'll just continue to get better. Oh, and 21 next week! W007! ♥
Makes me feel like
A silver angel
Under the moonlight
See right through me
So, yet again, months and months have passed by. It's August again, and we're quickly approaching my birthday. Next week. I'm going to be 21. How does time pass by so quickly!?
But I'm really excited.
Now I'm glowing
Like a sunset
In the window
Of my dreams
If you're planning on getting me something for my birthday, I actually don't just want alcohol, haha. I *do* want wine, or anything sweet if that's what you wanna get me, but there are a couple other things I really, REALLY want:
1. A nice digital camera. I haven't had one that works in years.
2. Dresses! It's kinda peculiar, but I grew this love of dresses over the past year. Here's some dresses I really like on this wishlist I made a while ago. Some stuff is sold out or whatnot, but each thing has the correct size for me: http://www.modcloth.com/storefront/wishlists/252726
3. Gift certificates to anything.
4. Most of all, your time. I'd love to spend time with you to celebrate and just hang out. I love you guys all so much. <3
I'll never forget when
For the first time
A girl in a fantasy
Turned to real life
Life is so different since the last time I posted. I've been really involved with Landmark Education, and taking some of their courses, the most recent being the Introduction Leaders Program. I hadn't been planning on or even wanted to be an introduction leader originally, I'd joined because they promised results in being a leader everywhere in my life, and so I did it for my youth group and swimming kids. This past half-year has been phenomenal...I lost almost 20lbs (not that that was any sort of requirement, I just wanted to), I got some stuff cleaned up with my dad that I'd never dreamed I'd talk to him about, I stopped believing that I don't deserve to have things go the way I want them to. And that, hah, that's only the beginning of it. I've written better poetry and lyrics than I ever did before, I even finished a couple songs...sigh. It's been great.
I'm a believer
For the first time
I can be beautiful
I understand my worth. I understand my beauty. I see the worth and beauty and love in everything way more than I already did...which is kinda astounding to me. Anyways, I'm really happy and things are going well, and next year I'm probably not gonna go to school full time because I want to work more hours and save as much money as possible, and I'll be applying places for school and everything, too. Life is good, and I know it'll just continue to get better. Oh, and 21 next week! W007! ♥
Makes me feel like
A silver angel
Under the moonlight