I won't love ever again!
After mai ex boyfriend... I PROMISED mai self that I would not ever fall in love again because he crushed mai damn heart... but turn's out I did fall in love again with dee... but now I fill that he's about to break up with me!!! AND I SWEAR I WILL NEVER LOVE ANTHOR NIGGA EVER A FUWKEN GIN! All I'm doing is crying right now... I dunno if it's mean't for me to be in love... shiit! I should have just kept mai damn promise... why didn't I? because I was blinded by his damn love. suckz to say but I have been thinking lately... I'm to young to be in love... I want to date whom ever I please; when I please to. Most of these niggahz out here aint worth a penny. you stay faithful and you give them ur all and they just tear your heart up like it's nothing to them. HE STILL WANT TELL ME EVEN AFTER I TOLD HIM SOMETHING THAT WAS SO HARD TO GET OUT MY HEAD; THE WHOLE NIGHT FROM 5:30 TILL 11:30 I WAS THINKEN TO MAI SELF "HOW IN THE HELL AM I GONNA TELL THE ONE I LOVE THAT I ALMOST FUWKED SOMEBODII ELSE" but I manage to anywayz' I'm just tired of cring over love... if this is love then I dont want it no more and that's some real ass shit!