Moment to contemplate
21st June 2010
My whole family had to unite to be sucessful drag me out of home during holiday. Hoho :D
I got major goosebumps when the glimse of Madrasah Al-Falah and the crowd gather there was cought by my eyes. That night, my mom asked me to accompany her attended imtihan night-something like graduation. Both of my lil sist & my lil brother are studying there. Tight hug to my lil sist who graduated this year. Congratz Mey!! ;D
I was feeling awkward when first time arrived there, i hardly ever have touch with this community, in additions, everything looked smaller than it used to be as if this place was miniature of madrasah where i used to learn back then. Somehow, it was obviouS becouse this madrasah is the SAME madrasah where i used to learn and ofcourse i was no longer in my tiny size. I had spent 7 years of my life in this madrasah, yet I had graduated about 9 years ago, hence it was expected i barely remembered those times when i had learnt there. Nonetheless, nostalgic feeling still gripp me tight made a smile plastered in my face *reminiscence is my treasure~* From what i can remember, imtihan's night was always a big day for me, i would have to perform on stage and i usually had more than just a performance *hehe*, the celebrations alwalys held after isya and it just made the atmosphere more festive.
What did i perform back then? Mmh, once, i performed in a vocal group that comprise about six girls and sang Al Manar's songs. We also had coreography while singing it *don't laugh* and i remember there was a kinda fashion show too, i did involve in it *shots everyone who laugh*
Compared to those old days, i felt celebration that i was attended right then was less festive. Really, back then, we had outdoor permanent stage, and seems like the whole ville joined the hype. We also had a permanent big outdoor stage full with decoration and powerful sound system. But at that recent occasion,the show held in the indoor stage, don’t imagine it is something like an auditorium or such, it is just a small permanent stage inside one of the classroom. Everything seem held in a smaller scale and added to all of those, the lighting was off in the beginning of the show!! I didn’t know how to react at that time, it was totally dark, guessed the light in the whole ville was also off! The Kids was screamed at that sudden darkness, Ok, so what was next? When my mind struggled to settle all those chaos, the light back ON! -_-“ Ffffiuh!
The show was started by a performance from a bunch of kiddos. They settled theirselves on the stage and made two rows formation. When they just started their first line, I already realize all of them were deaf note. Hehe :D but, it was ok, they were just about 7-8 years old anyway. Noone will complain about their out-of-note voice. While singing they moved randomly didn’t go along with each other. I saw their teacher tried hard to conduct them, but it was useless, and i think some of them forgot the lyrics too. It was simply chaotic! Kiddos are kiddos, regardless the chaotic, the parents seemed proud of their performance. Mmmh, i feel like wanna be a kiddy again XD
Thought more about that, i feel really weary being an adult. Demand and expectation are everywhereeeee... till i find myself barely could breath freely and smell the sweet scent of my own life. Sounds dramatic? Yeah, there you go when you getting older. Haha :D