Wild!
Tonight is the full-moon night.
The sky is lighter than usual, i love it, it feels warm. I feel like to spend the whole night by sitting in the roof but i know my mom wouldn’t permit me, moreover, i don’t really have any logical reason to do so. My mind is just too wild to be defined in logic way. Mmmh, i remember something by the way, something that happened several days ago. Let me tell you...
I’m wild child, mommy. Do u realize it?
That night, after had prayed Tarawih, i set myself on the couch with music was playing and a thick TOEFL preparation book waited my touch on my lap. My mom and my brother were watching TV in the carpet area in the other side of the room. I weren’t remember how it started, but then i neglected the TOEFL book and hold a conversation over some random things with my mom instead. Eventhough it was so random, but i thought the highlight was about my future career. Mom asked me about my plan after i graduated, without hesitation i told her some options that i might take and it amused me how she was so suprised when aknowledged my ideal option was to seek for abroad scholarship. I could recall clearly the way she confirmed it in full disbelief. I chuckled lightly by hearing it, i never had expected she would have that suprised.
Mommy, yes, i was this wild.
That night, mom also told about her experience of being asked by several people about major that i take and how she always confused to explain what psychology is all about. She conveyed that it would be easy to explain if i take major in education like my other sisters or other major that’s common in my village.
I was sorry mom for taking this distinct step.
I just couldn’t be ordinary as ordinary as this village was.
Tonight, we pertained about my little sister too. Knowing her well, i warned my mom that she could be more wild than i was. I thought i had rubbed my wildness on her unconciously. Haha :D
I’m sorry for being unable to save you some troubles, Mom. I only want to give you the best of me, the special one that you could be proud about.