What a Holiday...
What a holiday...
There were some burdensome chores left, but i had chosen to ignore it. I was in the halfway of my holiday when i realize ignorance wasn’t such a solution. Then, thought about it, had i been such a bufflehead to come to conclusion that ignorance could become a solution? Yeah, i thought i had -_-“
I hope i could finish all that chores as soon as possible, i want rest my mind in peace when ramadhan come.
All i did in my was-spent-with-unpeacefull-mind holiday were some lame attempt to be productive. The fact that not even a short story had been finished struck me hard. I did try... but I just failed, uber failed. Pathetic enough, lets end this.
I found something interesting about my entertaining stuff preferences during this very long holiday. I had collected some korean dramas and movies to watch during this holiday, all of them were unwatched and when i had passed the halfway of my holiday, those stuffs were still unwatched. I weren’t busy, i wouldn’t get busy when i were at home, i had a long spare time to watch them, i just didn’t want to. Those things weren’t attract me at all. I usually ended up drowned myself in a long chaptered fanfic or watched DBSK/Tohoshinki stuff that i had watched countless time instead. I also listened to Are You a Good Girl? Live at Golden Disk while were writing this whole nonsense, yeah, if you could understan what i mean.
Ok, my shallow conclusion over this hella nonsense was that interest is a key point to keep you moving with smile. Even it was an effortless activities such as spending your holiday. So, just figure how huge the impact of interest to your effortful activities.It hit me hard when i realized a ton messes that i had made. By this conclusion, i think i have to reconsider some of my ongoing activities except those that i really enjoyed such as studying psychologies, managed FusiOn magazines, and striving for my dream. *sigh* Unfortunately, i couldn’t just get rid of it as easy as i want. Eotteokke ? :/