not fit for sanity

[o_boingo]

I'm going to remain insane. there is no cure for what i have, because what i have is trouble inflicted upon me by other people. hidden meanings, secrets and lies, these things eat at my brain until theres nothing left but a few dry crumbs. and then i forget all my troubles and i grow a new brain. but surely, this new brain doesnt last long. i wish i could read minds, i really do. no more games, no more wasted time or effort. life would really be simple.
complicated. spherical. four-dimensional. people.
i'm really terrified of a lot of things right now.