A STORY TO BE READ.
As i wipe my face, clear all my tears letting my mom help me to the level she was. She told me something that i couldn’t believe something that i was sure to know and was sure to hide from her. “Christian is not well”. She told while looking to the right. What do you mean? As i try harder to understand I blabber out so many questions. He’s not? What do you mean by “not well?” He’s not she says, "Then why is he making out with other people then? I quickly yell out. WHAT? She says with such confusion. Making out with whom? Well im sure he was trying to push you away I guess so that he doesn’t have to hurt you. Well he’s hurting me right now. You should know what I mean mom. I told you all about it. I wipe my face with my pillow and stare at nothing. Told me all about what Zack, Christian? What’s wrong with him mom? I start to cry some more.
He has cancer. What? I shake my head and push my long black hair back. WHAT! What! Mom, why did he like, how can. I take a deep breath in and wipe my face and say.
I don’t believe you. I stand up causing myself to be higher then she is. Why are you lying to me? Hunny please, she says lifting her hands to me.
Stop, don’t touch me. I look at her as I back away and take my jacket and leave.
I run down and to his house banging on the door. “Christian, Christian it’s me Zach open the door.” Placing my hand on the knob turning, funny how it was open I walk upstairs to his room and open the door only hearing water running. I move to his bed and sit at the side waiting patiently as thoughts run through my head.
I open my eyes and see the time being two hours from when I came, waking up from what it seems to be a nap. I take the covers off my legs and place my feet on the floor taking my jacket and heading for the door to his room. Only seeing him as I open it, “Oh good morning” he says with a smile on his face. Is it true? - Wow I get to the point quickly I guess I only need to hear what I wanted to hear and then I guess I would just die. End my life, it wasn’t so great anyways.
“What?” “Is it true?” is what true he answers. “Christian I can play this game all night but all I want is one answer, is it true?” as his smile slowly becomes a frown he answers. Zach you’re scaring me, I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Do you have cancer? I say this and lower my arms, im so tried already I move to the bed and sit down.
What? Umm Zack why would you think that? Stop lying to me, stop fucking lying to me why I would think that well maybe because my mother told me that you did. “Your mother! Why would she tell you that? Looking at him seeing his face, he was so confused. “How can I trust you?” I open my red salty eyes and look at him. “Why not?” he says with fright. Of shut up Christina you now why. No no I don’t.. Why. Tell me please I would really like to know. Fuck off. Zach what the hell is going on here? You’re trying to tell me that you don’t remember me walking in on you and Laura. WHO? “Laura the girl from your work.” Um im not sure if you haven’t noticed but im gay Zack and im with you. Well it didn’t seem like that when I saw you too fucking around on your fucking bed. What the fuck are you talking about...? Don’t even deny this Christian I saw it with my own two eyes.
Please Zack baby I haven’t been home in over ten hrs when I got home all the doors where locked and no one was home. How did you see us on this bed no longer then five six hours ago?
I look up at him. Begin to stand up and say. “What did I see then?”
“Zack where’s your mom?”
He has cancer. What? I shake my head and push my long black hair back. WHAT! What! Mom, why did he like, how can. I take a deep breath in and wipe my face and say.
I don’t believe you. I stand up causing myself to be higher then she is. Why are you lying to me? Hunny please, she says lifting her hands to me.
Stop, don’t touch me. I look at her as I back away and take my jacket and leave.
I run down and to his house banging on the door. “Christian, Christian it’s me Zach open the door.” Placing my hand on the knob turning, funny how it was open I walk upstairs to his room and open the door only hearing water running. I move to his bed and sit at the side waiting patiently as thoughts run through my head.
I open my eyes and see the time being two hours from when I came, waking up from what it seems to be a nap. I take the covers off my legs and place my feet on the floor taking my jacket and heading for the door to his room. Only seeing him as I open it, “Oh good morning” he says with a smile on his face. Is it true? - Wow I get to the point quickly I guess I only need to hear what I wanted to hear and then I guess I would just die. End my life, it wasn’t so great anyways.
“What?” “Is it true?” is what true he answers. “Christian I can play this game all night but all I want is one answer, is it true?” as his smile slowly becomes a frown he answers. Zach you’re scaring me, I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Do you have cancer? I say this and lower my arms, im so tried already I move to the bed and sit down.
What? Umm Zack why would you think that? Stop lying to me, stop fucking lying to me why I would think that well maybe because my mother told me that you did. “Your mother! Why would she tell you that? Looking at him seeing his face, he was so confused. “How can I trust you?” I open my red salty eyes and look at him. “Why not?” he says with fright. Of shut up Christina you now why. No no I don’t.. Why. Tell me please I would really like to know. Fuck off. Zach what the hell is going on here? You’re trying to tell me that you don’t remember me walking in on you and Laura. WHO? “Laura the girl from your work.” Um im not sure if you haven’t noticed but im gay Zack and im with you. Well it didn’t seem like that when I saw you too fucking around on your fucking bed. What the fuck are you talking about...? Don’t even deny this Christian I saw it with my own two eyes.
Please Zack baby I haven’t been home in over ten hrs when I got home all the doors where locked and no one was home. How did you see us on this bed no longer then five six hours ago?
I look up at him. Begin to stand up and say. “What did I see then?”
“Zack where’s your mom?”