he's got a masters in personality straight a's in smiles & a PHD in breaking hearts
Soooo ok...i went to the movies the other day...with Chris...i dont know what i was thinking...that was really dumb of me. I dont know what i was thinking...well ok...i knew what i was thinking, but still...gah...i'm stupid...no wait...i'm human.
I think that im actually moving on and past all of this crap and then it all starts up again, because of the little thing that happened at the movies...because i let it happen like an idiot...i really just want to slap myself right now.
But i mean...idk, i'm trying to be friends with him, i dont want any enemies this year, but sometimes he just makes it soooo difficult....
And then Saturday night after the movies I came home and talked to Daniel again...and i told Sean that i just wanted to be friends with him...i was doing the right thing, but that blew up in my face once again...urrrr i hate this.
And i just really want to know what Daniel really really feels about me...because i know what i feel for him...i just...idk.
I think that im actually moving on and past all of this crap and then it all starts up again, because of the little thing that happened at the movies...because i let it happen like an idiot...i really just want to slap myself right now.
But i mean...idk, i'm trying to be friends with him, i dont want any enemies this year, but sometimes he just makes it soooo difficult....
And then Saturday night after the movies I came home and talked to Daniel again...and i told Sean that i just wanted to be friends with him...i was doing the right thing, but that blew up in my face once again...urrrr i hate this.
And i just really want to know what Daniel really really feels about me...because i know what i feel for him...i just...idk.