Well this weekend was pretty good...except for the fact that my dad and i arent talking, i really do wish sometimes that my mom would divorce him, but she wont. He is a jerk 3/4 of the time he's around us...i really just...idk.
And i really don't understand Chris...he is talking to me more and more now, but i just asked him about the phone call from Will, and he claims he didnt know about it, w/e..i told him i really didnt want Will calling me so, he said hes going to delete my number from his phone...
3 guys have asked me out this week...and i really dont like the attention i have been getting from guys, i'd rather have a guy as a friend, than have him as a boyfriend...i dont want to be tied down this year unless its with a certain guy, but idk whats happening with that anymore, we haven't talked in a while...o well. We're friends, i know that much...so i guess...its ok. I dont need a guy right now, i just wish they would stop asking me out.
I think im going to re-dye my hair today, i just havent decided yet...my old brown is coming back in, and its soo light...i love the dark brown...i just can't wear black eyeliner, it looks weird with my dark hair...o well.
Love!!!
B
*EDIT*
even though were not friends anymore, im not going to be like that, its not right...and im not going to make myself a bad person because of it, thats why some of its been deleted.