latidatida
holy shit. i have no life. i'm watching the micheal jackson movie for like... the 3rd time... i dont want to, i've just got nothing better to watch. ummm... he's about to get married to his second wife. hmm.. i'm really bored, and i dont have anyone to talk to. Bianca is sleeping. Ummmmmm.. my friend krissie i met here.. well. i think that's her name. i cant really remember. but something like that. well, i commented on her entry in _glittersorez, and she commented on my journal for me to IM her, and she gave me her screen name. It was kind of awkwerd.. i dont think that is spelled right but... oh well. anyway. i'm probably gonna start writing alot in this journal now that school is starting. 6 days.... too soon. oh well. I want this to be a humongo journal that has like...... 70 pages and like 1000 entrys... but now i think i only have like 15. oh well. it will grow. i'll be sure to write my first day of school. school starts a 7:25 and ends at 2:30 or something like that. So i have a lot of the day left to my-self. hopefully my mother will loosen up by my junior year and let me have my own fuckin life. but i might just have to wait 2 more years. i'll be sure to be doing what i want by the time i'm 18. i'll tell her everywhere i'm going and what i'm doing and call her and everything. i just wont let her tell me what i can and cant do. U kno? i just want to be able to say, hey mom, i'm going to southbeach. I'll stay the night at Bianca's house. If i could just do that, i swear i'd be happy. U kno? i dont want much. just to be able to have a life. i wouldnt be such an introvert if i was allowed to do stuff. i also wouldnt be so fat. i am only fat because i dont have anything to do but sit at home and eat all day. I'm not allowed to do anything else. so what am i supposed to do? i just sleep and eat. when i am allowed to do stuff i will be out ALL THE TIME. i swear. i just cant stand being here sometimes, and i cant do anything about it. well. i guess i better go now. loves you all! byez!