yea...
i got virtually no sleep last night. and the sleep i did get was filled with nightmares... i guess im not ok as i thot id be. but eventually i will be. and until then im lucky to hav the greats mom and friends. hahah last night they took me out for brownies and coffee. and ill prolly do a shit load of shoppin with my mom and her money. haha but yea.. it doesnt make up for wut ive lost... but it sure takes my mind off things. a lil