Wow.
So, my mood's, like, really improved since I went back to school. Ain't all water under the bridge, but I'm getting there.
No, I don't like the work, very much. Everything still makes me stressed - and this time of year's going to be insane. It's just... I have structure. I have people around me, to talk to. These past couple of days have just reminded me how great it is to have people around - so I'm not left stewing alone in my thoughts - and just getting an idea of the world around me... just talking to my friends, having an anchor in reality, instead of the downward spiral I was stuck in a few days back.
Hey, I love my alone time. But I think I need to work up a balance. A person like me can't stay alone with her thoughts for too long - I go out of 'awesome imagination' mode and into 'extreme paranoia' mode if I stay still and have no structure, nor anyone to talk to. I live like that for a couple weeks, and - yeah. I wind up pretty messed up.
So - resolution! I'm totally going out more. With friends, if possible.
IN OTHER NEWS - My animation's been greenlighted by my teacher. I called it "Pebble Burst." Sounds like a catchy little game name. It might be misleading at first, but once you see the animation and its concept, it'll make more sense. Not that I can show anyone, right now - if I stick it up on the 'net, right now, markers will go - "Hm. Alex Misemono has the exact same piece and concept as Sophie *BLEEEP*! He must be the victim of DUPLICATION! Give Miss *BLEEEP* a zero!"
Bathe in my wit.
(I gots essays to rewrite - I'm like scraping together work I did half a year ago. It's frightening. DX )
No, I don't like the work, very much. Everything still makes me stressed - and this time of year's going to be insane. It's just... I have structure. I have people around me, to talk to. These past couple of days have just reminded me how great it is to have people around - so I'm not left stewing alone in my thoughts - and just getting an idea of the world around me... just talking to my friends, having an anchor in reality, instead of the downward spiral I was stuck in a few days back.
Hey, I love my alone time. But I think I need to work up a balance. A person like me can't stay alone with her thoughts for too long - I go out of 'awesome imagination' mode and into 'extreme paranoia' mode if I stay still and have no structure, nor anyone to talk to. I live like that for a couple weeks, and - yeah. I wind up pretty messed up.
So - resolution! I'm totally going out more. With friends, if possible.
IN OTHER NEWS - My animation's been greenlighted by my teacher. I called it "Pebble Burst." Sounds like a catchy little game name. It might be misleading at first, but once you see the animation and its concept, it'll make more sense. Not that I can show anyone, right now - if I stick it up on the 'net, right now, markers will go - "Hm. Alex Misemono has the exact same piece and concept as Sophie *BLEEEP*! He must be the victim of DUPLICATION! Give Miss *BLEEEP* a zero!"
Bathe in my wit.
(I gots essays to rewrite - I'm like scraping together work I did half a year ago. It's frightening. DX )