you say, I only hear what I want to..
UGH.
I'm so. UGH. I don't want to be here. In this body, on this chair, in this room, in this house, this street, this city, this state, this country, this continent, this planet, this world, i dont want to be alive.
I can't take it anymore.
No one will fucking understand.
You might say that I'm selfish,
you might say I must not care.
but you don't feel an ounce of this pain
you don't hear a second of these thoughts
you don't taste a drop of this blood.
God, I can't take T_H_I_S
S_H_I_T
Why ME?
Why ME?
"
Lucky me
How bad could it be?
To be alone for now,
to be free..
Oh don't cry.
the time,
it passes by
just think about what you'll get
when you're past this.
so is it alright if I go?
is it alright if I go?
Oh don't cry
just think about the end
I'll find my best friend
at last
lucky me
im ready for a ride
ill jump off and take a dive
today
so is it alright if I go?
is it alright if I go?
is it alright if i go?
oh dont cry
its time to say goodbye
so is it alright if i go?
is it alright if i go?
"
I love that song.
I wish I could just accept things how they are now.
I wish I could just look past it, and think of what will happen.
I wish I could accept the truth.
But the truth is too much to bare.
SO just fuck it all,
fuck it all..
and all you fucks, I love comments. So comment damn it!
and I'm posting this as public. I don't know why. Theres not too much personal info here, just emotions, and I feel like screaming at the world to go fucking shove it!
....
I'm so. UGH. I don't want to be here. In this body, on this chair, in this room, in this house, this street, this city, this state, this country, this continent, this planet, this world, i dont want to be alive.
I can't take it anymore.
No one will fucking understand.
You might say that I'm selfish,
you might say I must not care.
but you don't feel an ounce of this pain
you don't hear a second of these thoughts
you don't taste a drop of this blood.
God, I can't take T_H_I_S
S_H_I_T
Why ME?
Why ME?
"
Lucky me
How bad could it be?
To be alone for now,
to be free..
Oh don't cry.
the time,
it passes by
just think about what you'll get
when you're past this.
so is it alright if I go?
is it alright if I go?
Oh don't cry
just think about the end
I'll find my best friend
at last
lucky me
im ready for a ride
ill jump off and take a dive
today
so is it alright if I go?
is it alright if I go?
is it alright if i go?
oh dont cry
its time to say goodbye
so is it alright if i go?
is it alright if i go?
"
I love that song.
I wish I could just accept things how they are now.
I wish I could just look past it, and think of what will happen.
I wish I could accept the truth.
But the truth is too much to bare.
SO just fuck it all,
fuck it all..
and all you fucks, I love comments. So comment damn it!
and I'm posting this as public. I don't know why. Theres not too much personal info here, just emotions, and I feel like screaming at the world to go fucking shove it!
....