Slipping Into Darkness... Ch. 1

[o2binla]

Title:  Slipping Into Darkness...
Description:  Canon AU.  My first attempt at a multi-part story!  Er, writing stuff besides smex is challenging, I've found.  Please bear with me. 
Warnings:  Oh yeah!  Angst, depression, and MO!Jack.  I've decided he deserves another kind of story, or at any rate, this plot bunny got stuck in my head.  Not sure

Comments

[torry28]

What I am really hoping or wishing is, that what Ennis meant by those words was."Because of the way I love you I can,t move on, I am nothing , nowhere." Ennis hated himself true, he hated what he was doing to his family but he couldn't give Jack up because Jack was his heart and soul and it was ripping him apart having to live two lives and afraid of the consequences if he did not. And when he found out Jacks been with other men it must have made him feel even worse. He was after all only a once an awhile pass time for Jack. I don't know, all I like to do is lock them up together, where they have to work things out or f**k each other to death.Jack had still everything, a wife, a steady job,money, friends, nice cloth, a new truck every year and what did Ennis have. Divorced, seldom was able to see his girls, job after job he often gave up just to be with Jack. Even if he hated himself for what he was, its understandable after all he did see what could and did happen to someone like him, and would anyone of us want to wind up that way or the person you love, lay torn to bits having your children see?
Torry

[o2binla]

Hi Torry, I agree that Ennis' fears weren't groundless, and I also think Jack misunderstood some of what was said because of his poor self-image. Thank you for reading!