yeah
I know why I'm tired. It has nothing to do with the show, really. I'm almost sure I had a pretty severe seizure while I was asleep. Fucking hate that. I woke up feeling like I usually do after them, but attributed it to overworking my muscles yesterday. Didn't dawn on me until I managed to get out of my post ictal haze that that's what was going on. I had a dream while it was happening. I won't get into the plot of it, but at one point I had this horrible sensation of falling/rushing. A terrible sort of physical sensation that I can't really describe. It was accompanied by a strong uneasiness. I remember that in the dream I was amazed at how long this sensation continued. That something that unpleasant to continue unresolved for so long. It happened more than once, but the second time felt shorter. Fuuuuuuuuck. I need decent sleep tonight.