In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I should be writing a paper right now. There's not really much to say. I'm furious with almost everyone I know. I'm hurt, I'm confused, but mostly I'm just angry. It starts to take a toll on you when you lose all of your friends, make new ones, only to have it happen again...and again. The pathetic part is that I actually thought that I had finally reached a point in my life where I could let my guard down, and trust the people who until recently I thought were my friends. I have spent so much time giving you advice, listening to you cry, driving you places, giving you practically unconditional love-so you can dump me on my ass and move on to what you consider to be better things. I rarely ask for favors in return-I don't think anyone owes me anything-I treated you the way I did because I cared about you, because I'll do just about anything for my friends. Honestly all I have to say is: If this is how you feel about me, if this is how you're going to act after everything we've been through together-then stay that way. Don't fuck with my head, and lie to me,and make excuses for things that you've done that have hurt me. Tell me to my face what the hell your problem is-at least have the decency to be honest. And also-don't alienate anyone just because they're close to me-anything I've done or said is completely unrelated to them.