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I feel so fucking horrible.
I got mad at Tim for the stupidest reason.
I was so mad and being selfish...that I wouldn't even tell him why.
Cuz I felt stupid.
He doesn't deserve me.
I'm a horrible person.
I feel so bad right now..I'm crying.
I basically hung up on him.
OMFG I"M SUCH A FUCKING DOUCHE.
& This song is his favorite song on the new As I Lay Dying CD.
& it makes me think of him.
& so i cry even harder.
I guess I was mad cuz he wasn't coming over...& when he calls me sometimes..
he has his friends over. & doesn't really talk. it bugs me.
BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE SHIT.
I'm so selfish.
Everything you said to me when you were mad Alison was probly right.
I do act like I'm better than other ppl.
Probably cuz I know I'm not.
I am selfish.
but NOT emo. kthnx.
"These thoughts carry me...through the DARKEST NIGHTS....while your eyes rest im mine.."
-----The Darkest Nights//As I Lay Dying.
i love you tim. i really do. like you wouldnt believe.