She sleeps..
By the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off & your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very.
-Well, as for my first Journal Entry ill say that Sienna seems to be very emotional latly, but not the suicidal emotion ( that im often scared of ) Its more of the i need to be held.. and i need someone to wipe the tears from my eyes because im a pussy. But no it would be nice if someone held her and made her feel like she had a place for something.. i guess, i don't know, i couldn't explain. Although she hasent been takeing me to school latly which is fine, id rather stay in but not as much as id rather want to be with her...
-But i know shes starting to realize that im getting old.. and im falling apart and stuff, she doesnt want to get me too dirty because she knows she will have to wash me and.. i can't take much more of that unfortunatly, but that will never stop be from being with her until the day when she starts falling the fuck apart and when she starts loseing her hair *hahaha...
-Shes sleeping an awful lot latly... i wonder. Well, she has been up late on the computer alot but what .. does she Do ? That i couldn't tell you i could only predict that she was looking at peoples nicks, seeing whos online , listenning and downloading some Cradle of Filth and looking for pictures she can print out of Dani Filth.. man that guy is amazeing. Not my type though...
- well she sure does like to dress me up.. although black was never my colour and i never liked it, it seems to make her happy but she knows that i know that it will make her even happyer if she dressed me the way i wanted. a yellow shirt with a big fuckin orange peace sign on it. \\m// Roooles,
-she seems to be depressed latly as well. I know exactly what that is.. Friends. .. thats the first thing that comes to my mind with her. Shes upset over friends. I say she should just give up on the people who treat her like shit... but shes too nice.. thats how her heart gets broken. And .. being too nice means your a pussy on the inside but you hide it all the time. well.... thats what it means with her...
Bed time.. Later days folks
- Spike
-Well, as for my first Journal Entry ill say that Sienna seems to be very emotional latly, but not the suicidal emotion ( that im often scared of ) Its more of the i need to be held.. and i need someone to wipe the tears from my eyes because im a pussy. But no it would be nice if someone held her and made her feel like she had a place for something.. i guess, i don't know, i couldn't explain. Although she hasent been takeing me to school latly which is fine, id rather stay in but not as much as id rather want to be with her...
-But i know shes starting to realize that im getting old.. and im falling apart and stuff, she doesnt want to get me too dirty because she knows she will have to wash me and.. i can't take much more of that unfortunatly, but that will never stop be from being with her until the day when she starts falling the fuck apart and when she starts loseing her hair *hahaha...
-Shes sleeping an awful lot latly... i wonder. Well, she has been up late on the computer alot but what .. does she Do ? That i couldn't tell you i could only predict that she was looking at peoples nicks, seeing whos online , listenning and downloading some Cradle of Filth and looking for pictures she can print out of Dani Filth.. man that guy is amazeing. Not my type though...
- well she sure does like to dress me up.. although black was never my colour and i never liked it, it seems to make her happy but she knows that i know that it will make her even happyer if she dressed me the way i wanted. a yellow shirt with a big fuckin orange peace sign on it. \\m// Roooles,
-she seems to be depressed latly as well. I know exactly what that is.. Friends. .. thats the first thing that comes to my mind with her. Shes upset over friends. I say she should just give up on the people who treat her like shit... but shes too nice.. thats how her heart gets broken. And .. being too nice means your a pussy on the inside but you hide it all the time. well.... thats what it means with her...
Bed time.. Later days folks
- Spike