uh.... i dunno.... just getting the hell outta dodge, i guess...
i may come back... i dunno... hoping to meet a lady there that can make me forget about the shit i've put up with here...
i mean, i'm 21 now... and i've always wanted a family... and i've always wanted to go to AZ... and in the end, dating girls here just made me wish i was back in AZ... maybe i'm supposed to go.... i dunno.... now that i re-read that, it just looks like a pseudo-intelligent remark to make me feel like i'm going to be happy there...
i hope i am damnit, because happiness is a hop, skip, jump off a bridge and DIE away from this town for me... the only person that's made me happy in the past like few weeks was last night when lindsay answered her phone... even if we only talked for like 15 minutes, it was the best 15 minutes i've had in a while...
my happiness also comes out when i talk to a girl named Jen in Cali... she's about to be 22, blonde hair, hazel eyes, she's really smart, goal oriented, a Pastor's daughter, and she wants to be a webdesigner just like me... did i mention she's my astrological love match, but doesn't even know what her sign is? hah... i hope i get to meet her while i'm in AZ... it's not too far to CA, i also need to meet Heath and some other peopz, see my old friends and shit... anyway... i'll catch ya l8rs on.... maybe... hah..... pace maker, nig
i may come back... i dunno... hoping to meet a lady there that can make me forget about the shit i've put up with here...
i mean, i'm 21 now... and i've always wanted a family... and i've always wanted to go to AZ... and in the end, dating girls here just made me wish i was back in AZ... maybe i'm supposed to go.... i dunno.... now that i re-read that, it just looks like a pseudo-intelligent remark to make me feel like i'm going to be happy there...
i hope i am damnit, because happiness is a hop, skip, jump off a bridge and DIE away from this town for me... the only person that's made me happy in the past like few weeks was last night when lindsay answered her phone... even if we only talked for like 15 minutes, it was the best 15 minutes i've had in a while...
my happiness also comes out when i talk to a girl named Jen in Cali... she's about to be 22, blonde hair, hazel eyes, she's really smart, goal oriented, a Pastor's daughter, and she wants to be a webdesigner just like me... did i mention she's my astrological love match, but doesn't even know what her sign is? hah... i hope i get to meet her while i'm in AZ... it's not too far to CA, i also need to meet Heath and some other peopz, see my old friends and shit... anyway... i'll catch ya l8rs on.... maybe... hah..... pace maker, nig
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