May 18, 2006 04:50
i'm going to take this time to vent a few things...
ahem...
Jason
i just want to state that i love my boyfriend with all of my heart and everything i have. We've have our rough times, and sure maybe its been more rough then hat some couples do but no matter what he's mine and i'm his. I seriously love that I can do anyyyyyyyyything around him and just be me. I love that i can slack off with not doing something and he'll still love me. I love that we know EVERYTHING about eachother. I love that we do the stupidest things around eachother. I love his little dance he does after "making love" haha. I love it when he calls me "Boo Boo". I love his little hyper moments he gets that come out of no where. I love it when he's pissed off because he looks so hott and i just wanna throw him on the bed and toss him up some. lol. i love his voice, his face. i love the fact that he loves my imperfections. I'm just happy with him. I love being in love. lol.
this song says pretty much it all. its called "aint enough for me" by Anthony david. and i love it.
Kaycee
Kaycee, we've been friends since sophmore year but honestly it feels like a lifetime. you're truely such a great person inside and out. you've been there the most through the good times and the bad. you know pretty much know everything about me and i know it about you. and i wouldn't have it anyother way. when i think about me leaving next year and you leaving next year or the year after all it does is make me cry.seriously, EVERYTIME i think about it, even if the though comes across my head i just cry. and you know how emotional i am. and im crying writting this now. i dont ever want you to leave me. youre more than a sister to me. you are me. we have so much in common and when we leave you're taking half. i really want us to be together forever. you dont know how much you mean to me. i've never met anyone in my life that even compares to you. and i dont want to. no one will EVER take your place. even though its not for a while, but you dont know how scared i am of you leaving. im scared that something will happen and for some odd reason we wont talk or see eachother. i'm really really scared of that happening. you're my world and i'd do anything for you. seriously kaycee you're my world. i try not to get to close to friends because since i've move to michigan they've all faded. but i'm glad you stayed. and i love you.
Katelyn
Katelyn Katelyn Katelyn. i know im the only one who calls you that but oh well. we've been friends for sometime now, but since about october weve been really close. you're one of my best friends, and i mean that from my heart. we've been through so much together. when you were with ross and even up until today i could talk to you about all the rough times, and you'd make it better for me and we'd talk eachother through it because we were there. i love that we can confide in eachother about everything. i thought after being friends with you for awhile you were going to leave me because thats what other friends have done. but you didnt. thats why i got so mad when kellie was staying with you because i thought we were going to be done. and i didnt want that to happen because we've shared so much together. you really are a true friend. i love you, i trust you, and i dont ever want that to change or go away. no matter what happens i'l always be there, and i'm gld that i know you're the same.
Kellie
we;ve been friends for about 6 years now. we haven't spoke much within he past few months but kellie, you're still one of my best friends and i love you. You're definetly the ONE whos stayed the longest. i love you so much kellie. you really are like a sister to me too. i love that i dont have to put on a show in front of you either. we can jsut be eachother. i can't even count the times we've ran down the street crying to eachother. theres been obsticles in our friendship but i'm so glad that it hasn't affected us to where we're not in eachothers lifes anymore. i really want us to start talking to eachother again like we use to. you really are a great friend. no matter whats going on around im really glad to know we have eachother and that we always will. theres absolutley no on else i'd rather sit in a 53' inch cardbord box with a pink face painted on it giving people pudding with. NO ONE. whenever you need someone i'm always here for you. always.
i had to get that out because i just started thinking about everyone today and yeahh...
i love you all and everyone else.
it's 5:30 in the morning and im sitting in jasons chair naked because my clothes were making me itch.
so yeahh im just going to go play poker on xbox and go to sleep..
and no im not on drugs...lol
goodnight
-alexandria