college

[o0onickio0o]

wow, have i not updated in like forever and a day. I worked tonight which sucked but what kind of work doesnt. So yea, i leave for college in like 3 days. I cant wait then in january i think im probably moving to virginia beach, get me the fuck away from here, i hate it, i hate everything here, new york in general just sucks. Virginia beach is a tourist area so im figuring there will be alot to be so it wont be so bad. Either way, my week turned out to be awesome, its not so bad because i have been hanging out with some people or whatever and i have been kepeing myself busy, havent packed yet though, keeping that for friday and staurday i suppose cause thats all i have left, 2 days i lied. Im going to the funky phish tomorrow night with jennell, my sis-tor, and henry. =) Last night at the phish, last night doing anything basically. I have alot i want to say but i dont know about keeping my feelings public. Not that many people read but other than that its okay, whoever needs to know what is running through my head knows, and whoever doesnt know then either you just dont care so fuck off or you just dont deserve to know. But now my only problem is not finding something to think its slowing my head down so ican sleep, ever get that way? Lemme tell you, does it ever suck. i got a new tattoo, im up to 5. This one isnt so noticable, on the back of my neck, its a chinese symbol, and its looks cute. I like it but then again i never have to look at it lol. But as of right now my bed is calling my name and i think that i am going to go see what it wants.
~nicki

quote: Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden.