sundays are very droll

[o0onickio0o]

today was an okay day. As usual i went to work, i came home and ate dinner yadda yadda yadda and then i got a call from Dario. He is so nice i dont know how, but he really is. He was askin all these questions about me about music and stuff but never really talked about himself. For once someone listened to me, i havent had that in a long time. So we were on the phone for maybe 10 minutes and Vanessa came to the door with pictures of last night. Yea it was funny, she ahd pics of me and Dario and her and Dan and me and Jessica kissin which i dont remember but o-kay. I got so drunk last night i looked drunk in the pictures, but i got one of me and Dario. hehe. Anyways, yea vanessa stayed for like an hour and we just talked, she told me a secret about last night but i cant say. OOoo bad vanessa... anyways, im a little worried about jessica cause before on the phone she was all like "Im not in a good mod, im depressed, you're just lucky i dont have a gun" and my heart just dropped. Im so worried about her right now, i havent seenher like this, i think she needs company so im gonna go visit her tomorrow night. I hope she doesnt do anything to herself cause it will be very upsetting, it was all because of her asshole brother. grr. he got me mad last night, he made a bet with jess that he could hook up with m e or something but she didnt take his bet. Thank god. So Sam is back from Albany!! Im excited. I missed her =( but she back =) and im leavin next weekend so i wont be here I cant even take her to jessicas with me, hopefully im back in time to go though. I just wanna make sure she is okay. And the following wek i can bring Sam and i think that friday imight head up to east enders to see open mic night and my infatuation might be there =). I saw him tonight, he looked better than last night, he's hott, and now he is hanging out with joe, thats a plus, cause he now hangs out with one of my very good friends whom i showed my pick-me-up pills to. I explain why ihave been so distant lately and he seemed to understand enough. He's great. Anyways, im out
~nicki~

quote: friends are the ones who saw the hurt in your eyes when everyone else was fooled by the smile.