Yeah I'm updating again. I can tell from my dreams that I definitely don't want to go to Ottawa for the four months. My weekend up there was fun, however. I explored Westboro with Susan, went out to the Highlander with Monica, and went to a three day music festival in Quebec with Larissa, Jenny and Will. I genuinely had a very great time. There was a few stresses about where I'm going to live, as I know I couldn't stand living with Jon in Bayshore for very long, and getting home from the festival. But I think all will be good.
But yeah my dreams. I had a dream where I was on death row. Usually I'm at least a little aware that I am dreaming, but not in this one. It really freaked me out. I actually believed that in a week and a half or so I was going to be put to death. I was hugging all my friends here saying that I didn't want to go, and everyone was sad. I remember that I was on death row for something really stupid, like having a small amount of drugs in my bag trying to get on an airplane. But anyways, it really creeped me out.
The dream I had last night, that was really similar to another dream I had, was that I was back in residence. People from last year were moving in, and I was moving in. I was so upset in the dream that I was back there. And I was telling people like Bre, Joel and Russ that I couldn't believe that they were happy to be back. I was telling them how horrible it was, and how I did not want to be there under any circumstance. Basically I was angry in the dream, and I was saying that I wanted to be back in Nova Scotia.
Also, with Angela I've been doing a lot of reading about horoscopes, birth charts and numerology. Numerology is very interesting. Angela and I get along so well, probably because she's a Life Path number 1, and I'm number 11. My birth chart is very interesting as well. I've found out where all the planets were at the time of my birth. Also I have Taurus tendencies, because if was born 5 hours and 58 minutes later, I would be a Taurus. But anyways here is what Life Path 11 means
The number 11 Life Path has the connotation of illumination describing its general focus. This is the number associated with spiritual awareness. As one of the two master numbers, the 11 yields understanding and knowledge beyond the grasp of others. The attitude toward life of those possessing this Life Path is somewhat extreme; extremely intuitive, avant-garde, idealistic, visionary, and cultured. These extremes make you an interesting, if unusual person, with much to offer society. The Life Path 11 person is deep-thinking, and you are no doubt interested in understanding many of life's mysteries and more intriguing facets. Your inventive mind and broad-minded views will permit you to succeed in life in any number of ventures. You can best serve society, however, in those endeavors utilizing your skills of counseling and guidance. Much of your idealism is people oriented and quite humanitarian in nature. You expect a great deal of yourself and of those to whom you are close.
On the negative side, there is a lot of nervous tension associated with the 11 life path, and you can be a difficult person to deal with because of this. For this reason, relationships, at times, can be difficult. This is a Life Path that seems to feature broad mood swings between the elation and depression. You are likely to have trouble making decisions and getting your life in gear, so to speak. There is a tendency for the 11 to harbor feelings of uneasiness, and dissatisfaction with accomplishments and personal progress in life. Your grandiose schemes usually make sense, but you can get off the track and they can be very impractical. You have a very distinct side that lacks common sense, and you are quite often unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality. In this regard, you are perhaps more of a dreamer than a doer. When you do get on target, your ideas seem to have been inspired on high. Perhaps you are not a leader, but you are a visionary and a very talented idea person.
After reading all the numbers, I can already tell what numbers some people would be. It's found on
http://www.astrology-numerology.com/