Nov 25, 2004 11:29
Sup guys?.. So i went to the movies last nite and umm met this awesome guy Clayton..well just Clay..haha He goes to heritage and wow he is adorable..
Candace might spend the nite tomorrow dont know though..I am tired and suppose to be goin to umm my mamaws just dont know when I am leaving!
Well Sam showed me a song that really is about me..he is like wow look at this it explains everything even the mom and cancer and everything i was like huh and i listened to it omg here are the words..its kinda freaky..
Verse 1
She fooled all of her friends,
Into thinking she’s so strong,
But she still sleeps with the light on,
And she acts like it’s all right on,
As she smiles again
And her mother lies there sick with cancer,
And her friends don’t understand her,
She’s a question without answers,
Who feels like falling apart
Pre-Chorus
She knows, she’s so much more than worthless,
But she needs to find her purpose,
She wonders what she, did to deserve this and...
Chorus
She’s calling out to You,
This is a call; this is a call out,
'Cause everytime I fall down,
I reach out to you
And I’m losing all control now,
And my hazard signs are all out,
I’m asking you, to show me what this life, is all about
Verse 2
And he tells everyone a story,
Because he thinks his life is boring,
And he fights, so you won’t ignore him,
Because that’s his biggest fear
And he cries, but you’ll rarely see him do it,
And he loves, but he’s scared to use it,
So he hides behind the music,
Cause he likes it that way
Pre-Chorus
And he knows, he‚s so much more than worthless,
He needs to find the surface,
'Cause he’s, starting to get nervous
Chorus
He’s calling out to You,
This is a call, this is a call out,
Everytime I fall down,
I reach out to you
And I’m losing all control now,
And my hazard signs are all out,
I’m asking you, to show me what this life, is all about.
Bridge
Have you ever felt this way before?
'Cause I don’t want to hide here anymore,
Take me to a place where nothing’s wrong, and,
Thanks for coming, shut the door.
And they say someone out there sees us,
Well if you’re real then save me Jesus,
'Cause I’ve been this way, for far too long,
I wasn’t meant, to feel alone
Chorus
Now I’m calling out to You,
This is a call, this is a call out,
'Cause everytime I fall down,
I reach out to you
And I’m losing all control now,
And my hazard signs are all out,
I’m asking you, to show me what this life, is all about
show me what this life, is all about (2 times)
Omg That like seriously explains how i feel and everything..and sam was like that made me realize you have been reaching out to me and i need to get you on your feet again..I was like thanx sam i love you..hehe..and he goes i hope you know youve always been there for me and when your not knowing your doing it i was like i love you so much..man i miss him