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since this past summer life has been a little difficult for me. my summer was spent driving to san bernadino most days of the week to visit my grandfather in the hospital. he eventually passed away because of a medical error. it was the first major loss of my life and quite emotionally draining. during this time my relationship ended with the one person that was always there for me and after a couple years i found myself without a boyfriend/best friend when i probably needed it the most. then in the fall one of my friends passed away and again things seemed to be going downhill. i miss all these people alot and i know that life must go on even when it seems impossible. since i was down in the dumps i think some people may have drifted away from partially my fault and maybe partly theirs because its not fun hanging out with someone who is sad. come back to me! :) anyway i am quite grateful to those who helped me and have stuck by my side. throughout 2009 i have made some new best friends and associated with many amazing people. even the smallest words of positivity or simply listening to someone can make a world of difference. to all who have been there for me, you have no idea how much i am thankful. i hope i can be a great friend to anyone who needs it no matter how long it has been. maybe that can by my resolution for 2010. i have learned alot from 2009, some tough life lessons that had to be faced. i know those may repeat but i hope to make the best of what life has to offer and appreciate the truly amazing experiences that i have.
goodbye 2009. i welcome you with open arms 2010.
goodbye 2009. i welcome you with open arms 2010.