Dec 06, 2005 20:20
MY WORST FEAR=the guidance councelor
today i went to schedualle my classes for next year
this freaks me out so much
i have no idea what i want to do with my life
i mean really it would be amazing and my dream come true to be a real actress
but lets be realistic
that wont happen
it's not that i dont like the actual guidance councelor
she's actually really nice
but picking my schedual scares me
having an actual plan that i have to stick to for my life scares me
what if i'm taking too many electives
what if i should be taking an ap class
what if i cant handle an ap class
i hate wrting essays!!
what if the collage i want doesnt exept me
what if i dont wanna go to collage
AAAHHHHHH MY HEAD HURTS!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(i just fainted out of pure exhaustion)
(but i am so multi-talented that i can still post this while being unconsous, what college would want me?)
P.S. I LOVE MY SECRET SANT PERSON!! she is amazing and i already have 2 out of the 3 gifts!!!
P.S. what the hell am i gonna do in the real would when mommy and daddy arent there to give me money and say it's ok you can have a do-over? -another one of my fears