May 21, 2006 17:26
cant believe it. called you last night and you didnt pick up. thought you were doing better.
called because i was at home with a cold and we could be sick together. cant believe it. remember the time you gave me a ride home from track. remember meeting your parents. remember your stupid bedroom wall and how everything is illini. remember running with you. remember that birthday party we planned. remember watching you play basketball. wanted to come visit you this weekend but i didnt want you to get what i had. i was at the park when i heard. i pretended it wasnt true. i pretended it was a rumor. julie told me again later i cried so hard my parents wouldnt let me to go to church.
you are the best. i know you're alright now. we all miss you. we all love you.