Gonna take things slow
Well, I got asked out from someone that I've been taking to for awhile now lastnight... and even though I was all.... I don't even know the words to say how I felt inside *they were GOOD feelings though*, the mood was right and everything seamed perfect... I told him no... thankfully he understood.. (As I told him) It's just that I don't really wanna get into another relationship right now... I mean I do... but I really am and or feel confused when it comes to relationships and stuff like that right now... Still a little scared to get attaced to someone again right now.. No one will ever know how much I really got hurt and am STILL hurting a little bit with/from the last one and I really don't ever wanna have to go through something like that again... I mean I know WILL though cause there's ALWAYS heartbreaks, hurting and pain in any relationship... there's always gonna be tears of sadness/hurt, but I guess I just don't wanna go through any of that stuff right now and or I guess I still need a LITTLE bit more time to get over the last.. I mean I am over him... but there still some days I still cry over him/everything. It's just hard giving someone your heart (something that shouldn't be giving back) and them giving it back to you.... ***I just wanna take things slow***. He's a GREAT GREAT GREAT guy though... and I always tell myself that any girl would be lucky to have a guy like him... He's just a incredably SWEET guy. COUNTRY guy! An Ex Marine as well (+++)! Very talkative (which I like cause I talk a lot too). Very crazy, but yet respectful/curdist(s?). :) KNOWS HOW TO HAVE FUN and SHOW PEOPLE A GOOD/FUN TIME. He definantly knows how to show a girl that he cares about them... :) Ain't scared to show people how he his.. I mean he has already yelled outloud :D *hehehe* infront of a LOOOOOOT of people that he "loves this girl". Yeah that was a little ODD in a way... but not something that I've already been through/heard a guy say before w/in just months of knowing them. I don't know... its's hard to put in words how he is...
I've been spending a lot of time w/ him though... Already cofatable around him. Enjoy being in his presents.. LOVE talking to him... and yeah already *eek* starting to get feelings for this guy... Everything feels good.. Def know he's someone I could be with/see myself being w/... I just (as I told him) wanna take things slow... Don't wanna rush into another relationship... Wanna make sure that these
feelings are true... You know there's SOMETHING there though when you can talk to someone untill the sun comes out... and never once not have something to say... when you can't stop laughing when you with them..
When they're all you wanna be spending your time with. When your w/ them and you always feel like you belong there... w/ them.... He's def. has a LOT of things that I like in a guy AND he's WHITE!!! I def. want to prasue(sp?) something with him... but I just wanna take things slow right now... We'll see what happens down the road...
I've been spending a lot of time w/ him though... Already cofatable around him. Enjoy being in his presents.. LOVE talking to him... and yeah already *eek* starting to get feelings for this guy... Everything feels good.. Def know he's someone I could be with/see myself being w/... I just (as I told him) wanna take things slow... Don't wanna rush into another relationship... Wanna make sure that these
feelings are true... You know there's SOMETHING there though when you can talk to someone untill the sun comes out... and never once not have something to say... when you can't stop laughing when you with them..
When they're all you wanna be spending your time with. When your w/ them and you always feel like you belong there... w/ them.... He's def. has a LOT of things that I like in a guy AND he's WHITE!!! I def. want to prasue(sp?) something with him... but I just wanna take things slow right now... We'll see what happens down the road...