no jumping conclusions. i dont think there's a solution.
hmmmmm.
i suddenly feel so empty and alone.
no matter what i do or how hard i try, i always seem to end up back to at this same point.
things have to get better than this. life has to be better than this.
i think i deserve more. i mean its not like i'm some horrible person.
whatever.
am i not good enough?
i dont understand.
there's a lot of things i dont understand anymore.
like i dont understand why writing this is this making me cry, when i'm not even saying all that i want to say.
where is everybody when i need them the most? why doesnt anybody seem to care?
well i hope they are all enjoying themselves. have the time of your lives. as i lie on my bed with the music up and my head shoved in my pillow
i suddenly feel so empty and alone.
no matter what i do or how hard i try, i always seem to end up back to at this same point.
things have to get better than this. life has to be better than this.
i think i deserve more. i mean its not like i'm some horrible person.
whatever.
am i not good enough?
i dont understand.
there's a lot of things i dont understand anymore.
like i dont understand why writing this is this making me cry, when i'm not even saying all that i want to say.
where is everybody when i need them the most? why doesnt anybody seem to care?
well i hope they are all enjoying themselves. have the time of your lives. as i lie on my bed with the music up and my head shoved in my pillow