tired... but up beat
last night was a hard night for me i was just in pain and it wouldn't stop... i couldn't sleep i couldn't eat sitting hurt laying down hurt it just wasn't fun ... but finally my pain meds kicked in and i was able to sleep for a really long time i woke up feeling a little better after a shower and some food i felt a lot better.. so since i was having a major case of cabin fever Shawn drove us out to his parents for a little visit that was nice but i got tired really easy and my tummy is still really sore all banged. but everyday is a little better today after i got home i just rested took it easy i only have 8 more days till I'm back to work i really need to be back on my feet.. if I'm feeling up to it maybe i'll even cook us some dinner tonight ... its nice to be able to stand again and even walk around a little easier. I'm still on a limited diet but hey that's life at least I know after I heal the constant pain that I've had for over 3 months now well be gone for good.. I'm going to have to watch out for greasy fatty foods for the rest of my life.. but at least i wont hurt. that's all i care about actually since all this started I've lost over 25 pounds i feel and look better so maybe this was a blessing in disguise never know ... all right back to being lazy watching TV and maken a list of everything i need to get done when i feel better we move outta here in about 6 weeks ... lots to still do but i really just be focused on getting better right now.. all right i need another nap and more pain meds lol..