STALKER
i think i have a stalker...but not a big scary one...one of the little creepy ones, who proclaims his love, even though he doesn't even know my last name....*shudders* he was at my house the other day...and he doesn't even know ne one there....as me and my mom were driving in, his was riding his way out(on his bike..HA) i sunk into my seat a prayed he didn't see me. Apparently god liked me that day, he didn't even look in the car.)Honestly i could sit on him and probably di-mobilize him...funny word...de-mobilize..i wonder, is it even a real word?Ne ways, the point is.. i could beat him up if i wanted to. He just CREEPS ME OUT!!! in the , he looks at you.. you look left look right, look at the floor...think omg..how long can he freaken stare, my face isn't that interesting. two eyes a nose a mouth, the occasional freckle or two. It's like he's studying a freaken piccaso. Like my nose has a hidden meaning or something.*shudder shudder SHUDDER!!!!*
On other news, as you might be able to tell from my last entry, my Grandpa on my dad's side died yesterday. Even though i didn't really know him, it's still really got to me. I probably will hold it against my dad that he ditched me last minute, when he went up there. He took away my last chance of saying good bye. I'll never forgive him for that.
Greg, my mom's old boyfriend, now my kinda-penpal, had a brand new baby boy. He's so cute, and i'm really happy for him.
Alex and i are getting along a lot more, since both of our incidents, and to Derek, Kahl, Jill and ne one else that i wasn't the nicest to during the issues with me and him, im truly sorri. Forgive me? Maybe i shouldn't have ruled out your statements completly...
Um...my birthday was really nice, it was a while ago...and i noticed that someone...ehhemmmm...cough *jill*cough.. didn't call me on my b-day to say happy birthday. =P what's up with that ehh?
I really need to start studying for the SAT.. oh joy oh joy..and i really need to get the class dance for the recital down this week. Then i also have to learn the individual dances too. Crap.. i have a math test tommorrow.. oh well study or not.. i would have failed en ways..maybe not as miserably though. A little over the shoulder never hurt... lol me cheat...NEVER>>=P
Whatever rash i got on my back from going to the river, has turned into a scar.. so now it permnatly looks like i have something on my back.
I wonder if i would have the guts to pierce my eyebrow.. everyone , except me would probably hate it.. mom would disown me...alex would hate it.. but i think it might look good. Not a hoop.The other kind... speaking of hoops.. i need some new ones for my ears, or at least new beads.
jill- you didn't call me tonight
Alex- didn't call me at nine thirty
Foster- I want the new mudvayne cd..I think i will have the nick look alike burn it for me.
*Definition of the Nick look a like- guy who rides my bus who has a striking resembelance to Nick Accord, even sounds and acts like him
I need to put my braces back in. I need to wash my face.. i need to go to bed.. sigh..i will later...man this is long
I want a cat...or a dog.
I love the new show..meet the barkers. travis from blink, it's really funny.
I want the anberlin cd.
everyone has probably stopped reading by now, but for those who haven't ...I love you!!! Night all
On other news, as you might be able to tell from my last entry, my Grandpa on my dad's side died yesterday. Even though i didn't really know him, it's still really got to me. I probably will hold it against my dad that he ditched me last minute, when he went up there. He took away my last chance of saying good bye. I'll never forgive him for that.
Greg, my mom's old boyfriend, now my kinda-penpal, had a brand new baby boy. He's so cute, and i'm really happy for him.
Alex and i are getting along a lot more, since both of our incidents, and to Derek, Kahl, Jill and ne one else that i wasn't the nicest to during the issues with me and him, im truly sorri. Forgive me? Maybe i shouldn't have ruled out your statements completly...
Um...my birthday was really nice, it was a while ago...and i noticed that someone...ehhemmmm...cough *jill*cough.. didn't call me on my b-day to say happy birthday. =P what's up with that ehh?
I really need to start studying for the SAT.. oh joy oh joy..and i really need to get the class dance for the recital down this week. Then i also have to learn the individual dances too. Crap.. i have a math test tommorrow.. oh well study or not.. i would have failed en ways..maybe not as miserably though. A little over the shoulder never hurt... lol me cheat...NEVER>>=P
Whatever rash i got on my back from going to the river, has turned into a scar.. so now it permnatly looks like i have something on my back.
I wonder if i would have the guts to pierce my eyebrow.. everyone , except me would probably hate it.. mom would disown me...alex would hate it.. but i think it might look good. Not a hoop.The other kind... speaking of hoops.. i need some new ones for my ears, or at least new beads.
jill- you didn't call me tonight
Alex- didn't call me at nine thirty
Foster- I want the new mudvayne cd..I think i will have the nick look alike burn it for me.
*Definition of the Nick look a like- guy who rides my bus who has a striking resembelance to Nick Accord, even sounds and acts like him
I need to put my braces back in. I need to wash my face.. i need to go to bed.. sigh..i will later...man this is long
I want a cat...or a dog.
I love the new show..meet the barkers. travis from blink, it's really funny.
I want the anberlin cd.
everyone has probably stopped reading by now, but for those who haven't ...I love you!!! Night all