back...unfortunatly
well im back from spending x-mas vaca in redding. I have managed to buy four really good cd's for myself: MY Chemical Romance-three cheers for sweet revenge, Papa Roach-getting away with murder, Breaking Benjamin-we are not alone...and john mayer... out of place isn't it.lol. Well i think that i am making peace with my dad's family. i got them x-mas presents, and they got me an mp3 player. none the less they always get me what they get my cousin megan. but im m happy ne ways. And finally after two years i have my promise ring. And i love it. I'm looking forward to my damn finals...catch the sarcasim? i need to get an A on my math final or summer school here i come. YOu know what i've come to learn, sometimes i think i like being unhappy. It comes more naturally for me. But my grandma says i need to be postive. I'll try i guess. My new years reselutions are- to learn how to spell resolutions .....ooop one down..i think. to start excercising and to get at least a c in math. im starting to understand why everyone says you loose all of your friends from high school in the end. cuz in reality anyone who reads this, we used to be tight. but now ... in essence we are just friends online. hope that doesn't offend ne body, but that's just how i feel. only one year and three months left until i am eighteen.i'm thinking about taking a year off from school after high school, but then again maybe not. i really don't know. well i guess that's all for now.