Mar 06, 2005 21:52
Omg, so I just realized tonight that an essay that I thought was due on Thursday is actually due on Tuesday. I haven't even started writing it b/c I was busy getting other shit done on the break. FUCK!!! Technically it's not due til the 18th, but if we wanna hand it in and get it marked and then fix it and hand it in for a better mark then it's due Tuesday. Shit, this sucks so much! My Spanish presentation is due tomorrow and i'm pretty sure it sucks my ass. I don't even know how to say half the words in it. Goddamit! Why do I have to go to school tomorrow? I am slowly counting down the days until it's over....and then I start agin...in a real program....probly in University. Uh, I just want to retire!!! From school, from life, from everything. But I'm pretty sure I'd get bored too easily, so maybe it's a good thing. I'm pretty sure it's not good to be this stressed tho!
On a happier note, I got an email back from my dad today. He said that he was happy to have gotten my email and he actually sounded sincere about it. WOW! He wants to have a heart-to-heart when he gets home. WTF??? Are you kidding me? The whole point in me writing the email was so that I could get everything out!! If I sit down and talk with him I'm just gonna get upset and forget half the shit I wanted to say in the first place. Oh well, at least he's trying I guess. We'll see how it goes.
I'm off to write my goddamn essay now...fuckin bitch!! Then I might get some sleep for my presentation tomorrow...we'll see:P