aww...poor friend!!
I just found out that my friend's boyfriend of three years just broke up with her and I feel so bad...well she kinda broke up with him, but he was a real tool! And he doesn't even seem to care about it or anything!! I can't even imagine what that would be like. Jason and I are a month away from celebrating 3 years and I dunno what I'd do if we broke up! And I really dunno what I'd do if he just didn't seem to care, or show any emotion whatsoever! That's so sad! Like how can you all of a sudden just not care when there was no build up to it? Or did he just not care the whole time? Poor friend!!
Other than that life's pretty boring. I took a ride with my friend to school today, which wasn't too bad!! I just don't get her sometimes tho...yes, this is the same friend I griped about before. She pisses and moans about her one friend Liz who's a total bitch to her...like I mean TOTAL BITCH and yet she still hangs out with her. I understand that she doesn't want to lose her other friends b/c she doesn't like Liz, but they always side with Liz anyways and are bitchy to Alicia at times too! Why do we put up with this shit? Why do we subject ourselves to this pain and torture all in the name of friendship? How does that make us feel better about ourselves? Like, there are some good people out there that actually listen to what we have to say and care about us, but why do we care about the other ppl's opinions? The ones that don't even care about us? It baffles my mind. The only reason I ask is b/c I've been hurt before by this...I'm sure we all remember Katie!! God, I miss that girl...but I don't miss the person that she became. And yet, I tried so hard to make that friendship work and it never did. But at the same time I had all these other great ppl who treated me to much better and cared more about me, but I was putting way too much effort into the other ralationship...and who knows...I may have lost those good relationships b/c I was looking in the wrong direction! It's funny how things happen!
well, now that I got that out...which is more than I thought I was gonna write! It's funny how when you actually sit down and think about someone else's mistakes you realize all the mistakes that you have made! If I could I'd go back and make those friendships stronger that actually matter to me and not a dtupid one that never lasted...but how was I supposed to know? Too late...or is it?
Other than that life's pretty boring. I took a ride with my friend to school today, which wasn't too bad!! I just don't get her sometimes tho...yes, this is the same friend I griped about before. She pisses and moans about her one friend Liz who's a total bitch to her...like I mean TOTAL BITCH and yet she still hangs out with her. I understand that she doesn't want to lose her other friends b/c she doesn't like Liz, but they always side with Liz anyways and are bitchy to Alicia at times too! Why do we put up with this shit? Why do we subject ourselves to this pain and torture all in the name of friendship? How does that make us feel better about ourselves? Like, there are some good people out there that actually listen to what we have to say and care about us, but why do we care about the other ppl's opinions? The ones that don't even care about us? It baffles my mind. The only reason I ask is b/c I've been hurt before by this...I'm sure we all remember Katie!! God, I miss that girl...but I don't miss the person that she became. And yet, I tried so hard to make that friendship work and it never did. But at the same time I had all these other great ppl who treated me to much better and cared more about me, but I was putting way too much effort into the other ralationship...and who knows...I may have lost those good relationships b/c I was looking in the wrong direction! It's funny how things happen!
well, now that I got that out...which is more than I thought I was gonna write! It's funny how when you actually sit down and think about someone else's mistakes you realize all the mistakes that you have made! If I could I'd go back and make those friendships stronger that actually matter to me and not a dtupid one that never lasted...but how was I supposed to know? Too late...or is it?