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maybe this is some type of lesson that i need to learn to just accept things.
im too stubborn though to just let someone that i held..no still hold, dearly to me...just be let go. dropped without thinking about it again.
and i feel like thats what happened to me. just kicked aside from his mind and never wanted to stumble across me again.
but then again maybe not. i have no idea and i know im over reacting but...i dont know.
and ive convinced myself thats what happened and i feel like i have to do something to either see if its true or im just crazy.
either way i just need to do something so then i can seal it and be done forever from it.
im too stubborn though to just let someone that i held..no still hold, dearly to me...just be let go. dropped without thinking about it again.
and i feel like thats what happened to me. just kicked aside from his mind and never wanted to stumble across me again.
but then again maybe not. i have no idea and i know im over reacting but...i dont know.
and ive convinced myself thats what happened and i feel like i have to do something to either see if its true or im just crazy.
either way i just need to do something so then i can seal it and be done forever from it.